Hellooo helllloooO!
It is another very Autumn-y morning in NJ again. In other words, I am freezing my butt off, even wrapped in a blanket. It feels and looks like Fall.
When I was scooping the dog poop yesterday, I had to rake through the dead leaves to make sure I found all of it. Everything is so dry and droopy. Makes me sad. Although-- heh-- everything makes me sad lately. My brother called me first thing yesterday to give me an update on my dad. He went out for a drive on Sunday by himself. He wanted to drive past all of his old fishing spots one last time before he gave up his car. Hearing that made me cry-- and again as I type this. I know in my heart it is time, and that it is the right thing being done the best way, by his choice. But dang, it's hard navigating this emotionally. So much harder than I anticipated.
(It's been a very emotional rollercoaster and not in a good way past few weeks)
I was able to get most of the house stuff done by lunchtime, and then I scrapped two pages. One was for Teddi's new mini-kits and the other is for the upcoming Color Play.
Big plans for today are working outside. I want to clean all of the bird feeders that my friends gave to me before they moved and find a safe place to store them. I need to talk to my mom at some point, too. I don't think I am supposed to officially know about my dad's decision so I decided to tread lightly and not call yesterday.
Gary is having a rough couple of days so I want to keep an eye on him too. His blood sugar and Lyme were making him feel pretty awful.
So that's enough from me. Time to wipe my eyes and stuff any leftover emotions back down where they belong.
(Kids: Not recommended. Do not try this at home.
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HAGD!
It is another very Autumn-y morning in NJ again. In other words, I am freezing my butt off, even wrapped in a blanket. It feels and looks like Fall.
When I was scooping the dog poop yesterday, I had to rake through the dead leaves to make sure I found all of it. Everything is so dry and droopy. Makes me sad. Although-- heh-- everything makes me sad lately. My brother called me first thing yesterday to give me an update on my dad. He went out for a drive on Sunday by himself. He wanted to drive past all of his old fishing spots one last time before he gave up his car. Hearing that made me cry-- and again as I type this. I know in my heart it is time, and that it is the right thing being done the best way, by his choice. But dang, it's hard navigating this emotionally. So much harder than I anticipated.
(It's been a very emotional rollercoaster and not in a good way past few weeks)
I was able to get most of the house stuff done by lunchtime, and then I scrapped two pages. One was for Teddi's new mini-kits and the other is for the upcoming Color Play.
Big plans for today are working outside. I want to clean all of the bird feeders that my friends gave to me before they moved and find a safe place to store them. I need to talk to my mom at some point, too. I don't think I am supposed to officially know about my dad's decision so I decided to tread lightly and not call yesterday.
Gary is having a rough couple of days so I want to keep an eye on him too. His blood sugar and Lyme were making him feel pretty awful.
So that's enough from me. Time to wipe my eyes and stuff any leftover emotions back down where they belong.
(Kids: Not recommended. Do not try this at home.

HAGD!