:yawn:
So tired... Am I ever going to get my energy back up? (Yes, thanks to much coffee!). I am feeling extremely lazy. Nope, scratch that. I am mentally rolling through the lists of things I need to do while physically, my body is giving me a huge thumbs-down. Ha!
I am glad that I went to see my mom although I wish we had more time with just the two of us. She looked good, aside from her very swollen feet. She has to weigh herself every day to monitor her fluid retention. She was having a hard time using the scale that my brother got for her. As a recovering anorexic, I am a *pro* ound: . I got on the scale to show her the "right way" and while I hated the number on it, I was darn proud that it didn't trigger anything. Go, me!! I joked that I am too darn tired to starve myself anymore.
I felt really bad for her too. She was told to take the Tegaderm/gauze from the catheterization site before she showered. She was expecting tons of stitches and missing skin. She didn't want to know anything about the procedure and no one told her what to expect. The way she was talking, I figured maybe a stitch or some glue-- but there was nothing but a tiny hole. Oh, my mom... SMD! I guess between all of my family's strange and extensive medical issues, I am somewhat inured to it and she is not.
My dad and my brother are going to be an issue for her and she *has* to find a way to cope with that. They aren't going to change so she has to find a way to react differently.
I can make suggestions but it isn't getting me very far just yet.
I have no major plans this weekend. I have to get my house/mind in order a bit. Either I have not been home or I have not had to energy to deal with anything and wow, it shows. Yikes!
Caitlyn and I have to run a few errands today too but that should be more fun than stressful
Hope you all have a fun day too!
xoxo!
So tired... Am I ever going to get my energy back up? (Yes, thanks to much coffee!). I am feeling extremely lazy. Nope, scratch that. I am mentally rolling through the lists of things I need to do while physically, my body is giving me a huge thumbs-down. Ha!
I am glad that I went to see my mom although I wish we had more time with just the two of us. She looked good, aside from her very swollen feet. She has to weigh herself every day to monitor her fluid retention. She was having a hard time using the scale that my brother got for her. As a recovering anorexic, I am a *pro* ound: . I got on the scale to show her the "right way" and while I hated the number on it, I was darn proud that it didn't trigger anything. Go, me!! I joked that I am too darn tired to starve myself anymore.
I felt really bad for her too. She was told to take the Tegaderm/gauze from the catheterization site before she showered. She was expecting tons of stitches and missing skin. She didn't want to know anything about the procedure and no one told her what to expect. The way she was talking, I figured maybe a stitch or some glue-- but there was nothing but a tiny hole. Oh, my mom... SMD! I guess between all of my family's strange and extensive medical issues, I am somewhat inured to it and she is not.
My dad and my brother are going to be an issue for her and she *has* to find a way to cope with that. They aren't going to change so she has to find a way to react differently.
I can make suggestions but it isn't getting me very far just yet.
I have no major plans this weekend. I have to get my house/mind in order a bit. Either I have not been home or I have not had to energy to deal with anything and wow, it shows. Yikes!
Caitlyn and I have to run a few errands today too but that should be more fun than stressful
Hope you all have a fun day too!
xoxo!