HellooooOOOOO! Happy Monday to you all!
I cannot believe that it is actually the last day of March. It's been a long month for me but I won't complain. (At least I am trying not to complain. Not too much.) I feel "off" today-- tired, cranky, stressed, and overwhelmed. All them not-so-good-feels.
Yesterday got off to a crummy start. My mom showed up with bagels without my dad. He wasn't feeling well since he had surgery on Friday and didn't tell me. You know, when he called me on Friday afternoon (yes-- postsurgery) to ask to come up for b-fast. He had a recheck recently with the urologist, who saw more cancer cells and scheduled him for another surgery. When all of this happened... not a clue. All I know is that he asked my mom not to say anything when she was here on Thursday. He didn't say anything on Friday on the phone or in any of the texts on Saturday.
I wasn't happy about this not telling the kids bit (again) but also this is the third time the cancer has come back. Which is pretty worrying to me.
I was upset and Cait and Gary were aggravated that I was upset, which ticked me off even more. At one point, I wasn't even sure of the who/what/why I was angry.
That seemed to trigger my POTS symptoms and the heart palpitations and skipped beats were happening all day. Which is annoying as well! Annoying and utterly exhausting.
I slept really well last night but even so, I woke up not feeling all that great.
No plans today other than talking to my brother. He texted me at 7 am to ask when I'd be available for him to call. I love my brother but I am not looking fwd to that. He is going to yell/grumble about how my dad has to stop keeping health "secrets" and I am going to agree, he is going to yell some more, and I am going to agree some more. BTDT. Lather/rinse/repeat.
This faery is a downer. Sorry 'bout that!
Feel free to do this to me:

Or

Or:

As long as you have fun, do your worst

I cannot believe that it is actually the last day of March. It's been a long month for me but I won't complain. (At least I am trying not to complain. Not too much.) I feel "off" today-- tired, cranky, stressed, and overwhelmed. All them not-so-good-feels.
Yesterday got off to a crummy start. My mom showed up with bagels without my dad. He wasn't feeling well since he had surgery on Friday and didn't tell me. You know, when he called me on Friday afternoon (yes-- postsurgery) to ask to come up for b-fast. He had a recheck recently with the urologist, who saw more cancer cells and scheduled him for another surgery. When all of this happened... not a clue. All I know is that he asked my mom not to say anything when she was here on Thursday. He didn't say anything on Friday on the phone or in any of the texts on Saturday.
I wasn't happy about this not telling the kids bit (again) but also this is the third time the cancer has come back. Which is pretty worrying to me.
I was upset and Cait and Gary were aggravated that I was upset, which ticked me off even more. At one point, I wasn't even sure of the who/what/why I was angry.
That seemed to trigger my POTS symptoms and the heart palpitations and skipped beats were happening all day. Which is annoying as well! Annoying and utterly exhausting.
I slept really well last night but even so, I woke up not feeling all that great.
No plans today other than talking to my brother. He texted me at 7 am to ask when I'd be available for him to call. I love my brother but I am not looking fwd to that. He is going to yell/grumble about how my dad has to stop keeping health "secrets" and I am going to agree, he is going to yell some more, and I am going to agree some more. BTDT. Lather/rinse/repeat.
This faery is a downer. Sorry 'bout that!
Feel free to do this to me:

Or

Or:

As long as you have fun, do your worst



Especially when I write "gooooOd mornign- O-Fam!" It always comes into my head as that soundbite.


And talking with my sister on the phone. DD#1 and her hubby will be on Thursday so I have that to look forward to. Glad she will be here on Friday (the day of Son-in-law's funeral). 










. No more waking up to the alarm going off at 5:30am
He most likely won't get too much work done today as he needs to clean out his desk and hand in all of keys and security passes and say a final good bye to his co workers. I think he is very ready for this to happen! He asked me to register him for our hiking group today and pay the yearly fee, so he must be planning on joining in on some of the hikes with me Hooray! We are doing a very easy one this week, so it will be a good one for him to start with. We had a lovely time with SIL Linda's 70th birthday party and enjoyed good steak and I made stuffed potatoes for the others and Cauliflower mash for DH and myself along with Cheesy Garlic Roasted Asparagus and a Cesar Salad with shrimp. It was delicious!! Gary and I got Linda a 70 dollar gift certificate to her favourite Nail and Pedi place for her 70th birthday and a lovely local bottle of wine. She was very happy!! Anyway yesterday was spent doing
and
and a bit of napping too
. Sure hope that the weather continues to get better and better so we can get out in the gardens and do some clean up and weed pulling. I have a bush in the backyard that I need to replace as it perished over the winter darn it. So a trip to the nursery will be happening one of these days. 




