Happy Friday, my lOvely oOoos!
Another day, another moment of panic/exhaustion/panic/resigned exhaustion. Think more coffee might help?
It didn't yesterday, but it was another warm and sunny day which was at least a plus. Felt good to go for a walk with my friend.
BFF's mammo wasn't good and now she needs an MRI biopsy, which is scheduled for Dec 4. This "whatever it is" is in a different area than the last biopsy and the drs don't have any idea what it is exactly. She's a mess and I don't know how to help. I am running on empty and I don't know how to help *anyone* :/
Perhaps hosting Thanksgiving will be good-- I can channel all of my stress into that. The biggest benefit of my anxiety is that the house gets cleaned. It might only be something small like using a toothbrush to clean a 2' section of tile for 5 hours but at least that is better than nothing
[Note to self: Request cleaning supplies at the food pantry tomorrow. And toothbrushes
]
I didn't get much done here yesterday - my brain was 100% mush. I have to pay bills, redo my lesson plans, and get my butt in gear for the holidays. While not freaking out how I am going to pay for any of this. pfft. That's the hardest part.
I'm going to do quick personals and then sign off for the day. *I* don't want to be around me, so I sure don't want any of you to have to deal with me.
xoxoxo!
Another day, another moment of panic/exhaustion/panic/resigned exhaustion. Think more coffee might help?
It didn't yesterday, but it was another warm and sunny day which was at least a plus. Felt good to go for a walk with my friend.BFF's mammo wasn't good and now she needs an MRI biopsy, which is scheduled for Dec 4. This "whatever it is" is in a different area than the last biopsy and the drs don't have any idea what it is exactly. She's a mess and I don't know how to help. I am running on empty and I don't know how to help *anyone* :/
Perhaps hosting Thanksgiving will be good-- I can channel all of my stress into that. The biggest benefit of my anxiety is that the house gets cleaned. It might only be something small like using a toothbrush to clean a 2' section of tile for 5 hours but at least that is better than nothing

[Note to self: Request cleaning supplies at the food pantry tomorrow. And toothbrushes
]I didn't get much done here yesterday - my brain was 100% mush. I have to pay bills, redo my lesson plans, and get my butt in gear for the holidays. While not freaking out how I am going to pay for any of this. pfft. That's the hardest part.
I'm going to do quick personals and then sign off for the day. *I* don't want to be around me, so I sure don't want any of you to have to deal with me.

xoxoxo!



Oh... I can't imagine cleaning the grout with a toothbrush!!! Is it on the countertops or on the floor??? The thought of doing that makes my back and hands hurt!! Hope that planning the Thanksgiving dinner will help you cope with all that is happening in your world! 




