Happy Friday, my lOvely oOoos!
Another day, another moment of panic/exhaustion/panic/resigned exhaustion. Think more coffee might help? It didn't yesterday, but it was another warm and sunny day which was at least a plus. Felt good to go for a walk with my friend.
BFF's mammo wasn't good and now she needs an MRI biopsy, which is scheduled for Dec 4. This "whatever it is" is in a different area than the last biopsy and the drs don't have any idea what it is exactly. She's a mess and I don't know how to help. I am running on empty and I don't know how to help *anyone* :/
Perhaps hosting Thanksgiving will be good-- I can channel all of my stress into that. The biggest benefit of my anxiety is that the house gets cleaned. It might only be something small like using a toothbrush to clean a 2' section of tile for 5 hours but at least that is better than nothing
[Note to self: Request cleaning supplies at the food pantry tomorrow. And toothbrushes ]
I didn't get much done here yesterday - my brain was 100% mush. I have to pay bills, redo my lesson plans, and get my butt in gear for the holidays. While not freaking out how I am going to pay for any of this. pfft. That's the hardest part.
I'm going to do quick personals and then sign off for the day. *I* don't want to be around me, so I sure don't want any of you to have to deal with me.
xoxoxo!
Another day, another moment of panic/exhaustion/panic/resigned exhaustion. Think more coffee might help? It didn't yesterday, but it was another warm and sunny day which was at least a plus. Felt good to go for a walk with my friend.
BFF's mammo wasn't good and now she needs an MRI biopsy, which is scheduled for Dec 4. This "whatever it is" is in a different area than the last biopsy and the drs don't have any idea what it is exactly. She's a mess and I don't know how to help. I am running on empty and I don't know how to help *anyone* :/
Perhaps hosting Thanksgiving will be good-- I can channel all of my stress into that. The biggest benefit of my anxiety is that the house gets cleaned. It might only be something small like using a toothbrush to clean a 2' section of tile for 5 hours but at least that is better than nothing
[Note to self: Request cleaning supplies at the food pantry tomorrow. And toothbrushes ]
I didn't get much done here yesterday - my brain was 100% mush. I have to pay bills, redo my lesson plans, and get my butt in gear for the holidays. While not freaking out how I am going to pay for any of this. pfft. That's the hardest part.
I'm going to do quick personals and then sign off for the day. *I* don't want to be around me, so I sure don't want any of you to have to deal with me.
xoxoxo!