It is Friday, the 13th. Again? Why does it feel like we just had one recently? :noidea: Time is a bllllllllllllllllllllluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Ya feel me on that?
:yawn: Three days of dreary drizzle is making my brain a bit numb. I also didn't sleep so good last night, anxiety got me again. I am going to put my therapy lamp on in a few. Scratch that, I put it on right now, why wait?
I didn't do too much of anything yesterday, what else is new. hah. I did get to spend a bunch of time with the rats, the big girls had finished their abx and were back in the big cage with the little ones. I gave them some chunks of butternut squash and they love that. So cute how they hold the pieces and nibble all around.
Can I ask for good thoughts for Ravyn too? I think she is still losing weight, she looks like her muscle is melting off of her. At one point yesterday she looked like she was barely breathing and I about flipped out. She was ok and when I took her outside, she came trotting back to the door for her cookie. I will know more on Wed.
Caitlyn is still getting so many compliments from her internship supervisors. She is working so darn hard. She had been frustrated all day though so it came at a good time. Our internet has been cutting in out for a week now and it makes it really difficult to do meetings and classes online. She was able to set her cell phone as a wifi hotspot and connect that way. Thank goodness we have an unlimited data plan.
I have no idea what I am doing today either. Drink coffee and pet dogs? Why not?
HAGD!!!
:yawn: Three days of dreary drizzle is making my brain a bit numb. I also didn't sleep so good last night, anxiety got me again. I am going to put my therapy lamp on in a few. Scratch that, I put it on right now, why wait?
I didn't do too much of anything yesterday, what else is new. hah. I did get to spend a bunch of time with the rats, the big girls had finished their abx and were back in the big cage with the little ones. I gave them some chunks of butternut squash and they love that. So cute how they hold the pieces and nibble all around.
Can I ask for good thoughts for Ravyn too? I think she is still losing weight, she looks like her muscle is melting off of her. At one point yesterday she looked like she was barely breathing and I about flipped out. She was ok and when I took her outside, she came trotting back to the door for her cookie. I will know more on Wed.
Caitlyn is still getting so many compliments from her internship supervisors. She is working so darn hard. She had been frustrated all day though so it came at a good time. Our internet has been cutting in out for a week now and it makes it really difficult to do meetings and classes online. She was able to set her cell phone as a wifi hotspot and connect that way. Thank goodness we have an unlimited data plan.
I have no idea what I am doing today either. Drink coffee and pet dogs? Why not?
HAGD!!!
They were in elementary school when things were really bad and they knew that if I told them to go across the street, they were to go to my neighbor's house and they stayed there until they could come back safely. It was bad. At one point I had to have him committed. It still breaks my heart but we made it through. It is also one of the reasons my family is *tight*- because we made it through. But imagine that going on, and then me and both of them all being diagnosed with the same diseases as him. Everyone has scars, physical (both kids became cutters) and emotional. But we are tough 
