Next Monday it will already be 4 weeks since my father passed away.
Even though he himself indicated that it was enough for him, we were at peace with the fact that he was no longer physically able to cope.
But the loss is enormous, and the void he leaves behind is so great.
I focused on mental peace for a while, sitting in my garden and taking some photos and luckily my granddaughter Oone, 9 weeks old, is now my ray of hope and can make me laugh again.
Even though he himself indicated that it was enough for him, we were at peace with the fact that he was no longer physically able to cope.
But the loss is enormous, and the void he leaves behind is so great.
I focused on mental peace for a while, sitting in my garden and taking some photos and luckily my granddaughter Oone, 9 weeks old, is now my ray of hope and can make me laugh again.

I lost my dad in 2011 and there will always be a hole in my heart. My father in law passed in January and he also left a hole. Those dad are so special and it hurts when they leave us. I am glad you have Oone to snuggle and shower with love. 
and thank you for your kind words 