Love the page...your blending...that clock! Totally awesome work! As for the other...I'll be an additional voice to agree and say that it will get better. ((hugs))
Why does being a woman always have to be so darn hard?!?!?! This is a great page to represent what you're feeling / going through. I don't have any sage words of advise, but when my time comes, I hope I have as many friends around me as you do.
((((((((((HUGS ... but not for too long 'cause I don't want to trigger a hot flush in you!!! Tee-hee!!!))))))))))