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Sadness & Grief

Created For The August 2023 : Challenge #3 : Occasions & Themes : Featuring : An Everyday Challenge Of Your Life

***SENSITIVE SUBJECT MATTER ~ ABOUT LOSS,GRIEF & CANCER*** this information is very personal...& I will not be posting this on my FB page...only here ***


Hi! there Everyone...Feels like it's been so long since I've been here...Well...Kinda...I've been here lurking around quietly...Checking things out in the background...It's been awhile since I have posted a layout for sure...My life has been filled with so many challenges...Scrapping about just 1 would be difficult to say the least...But the worst thing I'm going through now...[as some of you may know...already...]..I am MIA due to the sudden loss of my Beloved Husband,Ray...due to cancer...He was diagnosed too late to be saved...With the cancer already affecting his heart down to only 20% function...He had a fall at our apartment & was in considerable pain...so I called the ambulance...Only 9 days later...he passed away from Stage 4 Throat Cancer that had spread to his brain...They told me he didn't have much time left....only 2 days after his arrival at the hospital...I couldn't believe what I was hearing...Was this a mistake...no!...There wasn't any cancer in his family either...Raymond spent his last days in Palliative care in hospice...I didn't want him to suffer anymore...so I made the difficult decision to do so...

***You can read the rest of my story here : https://oscraps.com/community/threads/august-challenge-3-occasions-themes.38062/post-673425

So...this layout is all about my grief...How it feels...How lost I feel...I have also struggled with anxiety & depression for many years...& I had things under good control...until now...I am back on medication for this...to help with the crying & depression I feel...I have scrapped many layouts about anxiety & depression over the years...[mostly...before I was a Cheery-O]...But my layouts are often filled with deep emotions and feelings...no matter what the subject...It's just how I am & who I am...It is how I scrap...but saying that...It can be very exhausting...always feeling everything so deeply...all the time...

Thanks! for reading this far...& Thank You! to Everyone! here for all of your continuing support...

Photos : Compliments Of : Audrey K : Unsplash : reworked by me
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Cherylndesigns said:
I'm so sorry for your loss, Rhonda. I can tell you poured your heart out onto this page. Sending lots of cyber hugs to you.
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@Cherylndesigns Hi! Cheryl!...Hope this message finds you doing well...It has been too long since we have chatted...I remember the time we spent together when I was having a hard time on Mother's Day after my Mom had passed...I still remember your kind words of support!...I never forgot how much you helped me get through that very difficult day!...Thank You! for your kindness! always Cheryl...Sending you Hearts! :heartpumpred: :beatingheart::heartpumpred::heartpumppink: & Hugs! :hug2: Too!...today & Always...xo Rhonda...:flower::thankyouspin::lovey3::heartpumpred::heartpumppink::beatingheart: ...
 
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