Currently, my mood is "chaotic." I have been awake for an hour and have exhaustedly flipped through a ton of emotions. I am dreading this afternoon. Utterly dreading it. My mom's cardiologist appt is this afternoon. That is fine. I can go and take notes. However- she and my dad are fighting non-stop and I know that I am going to have to open my big mouth and tell them both off. Please, may all of the higher energies of the universe grant me the patience and wisdom to handle this properly.ray:
I talked to her in the morning and she seemed fantastic. By dinner time, she was an angry mess. I see both sides to all of it and man, I am gonna get dragged in the middle. Neither is right, neither is wrong. And vice versa. How am I going to get through to them?
*sigh*
I had a bad dream about Olivia this morning. I woke up in a panic but couldn't remember why. When I went up to see the rats this morning, it came back to me. I dreamed that Livvie had escaped her cage (which is upstairs) and somehow broke her leg and was in my bedroom closet. She was squeaking like crazy and wouldn't let me pick her up and was hiding, not letting me help her. Once I saw her, I felt lots better. Today is their first birthday too! I gave them extra treats.
My days are all scrambled again, thank goodness that my friend is always so flexible when I go to clean. I will probably clean a bit here this morning, especially going through the kitchen/fridge. Then I am off to my mom's this afternoon and will be drinking heavily by dinnertime. Bwuahahah!!!! Just kidding. I think.
Please send me any calming vibes you have. I am going to need them. hugs and love to all!
I talked to her in the morning and she seemed fantastic. By dinner time, she was an angry mess. I see both sides to all of it and man, I am gonna get dragged in the middle. Neither is right, neither is wrong. And vice versa. How am I going to get through to them?
*sigh*
I had a bad dream about Olivia this morning. I woke up in a panic but couldn't remember why. When I went up to see the rats this morning, it came back to me. I dreamed that Livvie had escaped her cage (which is upstairs) and somehow broke her leg and was in my bedroom closet. She was squeaking like crazy and wouldn't let me pick her up and was hiding, not letting me help her. Once I saw her, I felt lots better. Today is their first birthday too! I gave them extra treats.
My days are all scrambled again, thank goodness that my friend is always so flexible when I go to clean. I will probably clean a bit here this morning, especially going through the kitchen/fridge. Then I am off to my mom's this afternoon and will be drinking heavily by dinnertime. Bwuahahah!!!! Just kidding. I think.
Please send me any calming vibes you have. I am going to need them. hugs and love to all!