Good (cold rainy miserable) morning! I am trying to put on a good face but I am feeling too cranky to do it. Yesterday was a really off day for me. I was irritable and depressed and bored, for no real reason.
I spent almost an hour trying to find some recipes for dinner, including one for vegetarian burritos. Gary said that Cait asked for that, only for her to tell me nope, she doesn't like burritos. I will make them when she is away now that I did the research for it. I spent well over 2 hours trying to search down coupons and recipes and I still came up with nothing.
Then I did a bit of "maintenance cleaning"-- stripping beds, dishes and dishwasher, that sort of stuff. By the time I was done with the majority of that, it was only 1 pm and I had a killer headache. I tried to scrap a page, but couldn't get into it. I wasn't happy at all about how it was coming out. I didn't want to cook anything for dinner. While I was looking at recipes, I saw some for corn chowder that looked very good and it was a good night for it. But I wasn't sure if anyone would eat it, including me so I made frozen ravioli.
It was so cold and rainy and all I wanted to do is to plant flowers and veggies. And I couldn't! :Cry:
I should have been happy. The ILs haven't been able to sell his uncle's SUV so far so they are going to sell it to Caitlyn with a good discount. But it makes me so conflicted that yet again, the family has to bail us out. Caitlyn is leaving for a 6 day/5 night cruise, thanks to Brendan's mom, on Saturday. I am feeling some twinges of jealousy about that and my god, it makes me feel like a terrible mother.
I am hoping that I will feel a bit better today although going food shopping usually puts me in a bad mood too. (what doesn't at this point? :rofl: ) On a good note, today is the last day for the kids, they have finals today and then they are done with this semester.
wishing all of you very happy days!!
I spent almost an hour trying to find some recipes for dinner, including one for vegetarian burritos. Gary said that Cait asked for that, only for her to tell me nope, she doesn't like burritos. I will make them when she is away now that I did the research for it. I spent well over 2 hours trying to search down coupons and recipes and I still came up with nothing.
Then I did a bit of "maintenance cleaning"-- stripping beds, dishes and dishwasher, that sort of stuff. By the time I was done with the majority of that, it was only 1 pm and I had a killer headache. I tried to scrap a page, but couldn't get into it. I wasn't happy at all about how it was coming out. I didn't want to cook anything for dinner. While I was looking at recipes, I saw some for corn chowder that looked very good and it was a good night for it. But I wasn't sure if anyone would eat it, including me so I made frozen ravioli.
It was so cold and rainy and all I wanted to do is to plant flowers and veggies. And I couldn't! :Cry:
I should have been happy. The ILs haven't been able to sell his uncle's SUV so far so they are going to sell it to Caitlyn with a good discount. But it makes me so conflicted that yet again, the family has to bail us out. Caitlyn is leaving for a 6 day/5 night cruise, thanks to Brendan's mom, on Saturday. I am feeling some twinges of jealousy about that and my god, it makes me feel like a terrible mother.
I am hoping that I will feel a bit better today although going food shopping usually puts me in a bad mood too. (what doesn't at this point? :rofl: ) On a good note, today is the last day for the kids, they have finals today and then they are done with this semester.
wishing all of you very happy days!!