I had a meltdown of a day yesterday. I am not quite sure how I made it through but I did. Now let's see if I can do it again today.
(I apologize to Rae, I feel like I should not be having any sort of meltdown in light of what you are going through.)
Sunday was brutal with the dogs fighting. I was freaked out by the first fight that seemed totally uninstigated. There must have been something but Cait and I were sitting right there with them and saw *nothing.* The second fight was within minutes of getting separated after the first one. My dysautonomia causes my body to be unable to respond to adrenaline properly and it literally made me sick for over an hour afterward. Short of breath, dizzy, nauseous.Cait sat with me and kept rubbing my back to keep my breathing steady. If she moved away, I started to hyperventilate. Took me a long time to remember that I have beta-blockers to help when that happens but the damage was done, I felt ill the rest of the day.
Then yesterday, I wasn't sure WTH I was going to be doing when I woke up- vet, food shopping? :noidea:
W's ear is scabbing over and Gary has been great about keeping abx ointment so I decided that as long as we kept a close eye on it, she shuldn't need to go to the vet. I decided to go over to the store in NY since the last place I wanted to be was my supermarket on a Monday after running behind schedule. (Stocking is an issue on a good day- but a bunch of roads in my town were still closed, so I figured it would be worse.) I get all of the way through the store and there was NO half and half!!!!!!! out:
That means that I had to go out to my store anyway. There was no way in hell that I was going today since we are getting another storm with up to 12" of snow. Argh! There are places in town that still don't have power since Friday.
By the time I got back from all of that, the dogs were getting into their routine a bit better. They were playing together but under very careful watch. There were a few stare downs but we were able to redirect their attention.
I switched my cleaning day for tomorrow to today since I won't get out tomorrow and who knows about Thursday. So that is my big event today. Am I allowed to grumble about more snow??? :yell:
I better stop staring at the monitor and post this-- have a wonderful day!
(I apologize to Rae, I feel like I should not be having any sort of meltdown in light of what you are going through.)
Sunday was brutal with the dogs fighting. I was freaked out by the first fight that seemed totally uninstigated. There must have been something but Cait and I were sitting right there with them and saw *nothing.* The second fight was within minutes of getting separated after the first one. My dysautonomia causes my body to be unable to respond to adrenaline properly and it literally made me sick for over an hour afterward. Short of breath, dizzy, nauseous.Cait sat with me and kept rubbing my back to keep my breathing steady. If she moved away, I started to hyperventilate. Took me a long time to remember that I have beta-blockers to help when that happens but the damage was done, I felt ill the rest of the day.
Then yesterday, I wasn't sure WTH I was going to be doing when I woke up- vet, food shopping? :noidea:
W's ear is scabbing over and Gary has been great about keeping abx ointment so I decided that as long as we kept a close eye on it, she shuldn't need to go to the vet. I decided to go over to the store in NY since the last place I wanted to be was my supermarket on a Monday after running behind schedule. (Stocking is an issue on a good day- but a bunch of roads in my town were still closed, so I figured it would be worse.) I get all of the way through the store and there was NO half and half!!!!!!! out:
That means that I had to go out to my store anyway. There was no way in hell that I was going today since we are getting another storm with up to 12" of snow. Argh! There are places in town that still don't have power since Friday.
By the time I got back from all of that, the dogs were getting into their routine a bit better. They were playing together but under very careful watch. There were a few stare downs but we were able to redirect their attention.
I switched my cleaning day for tomorrow to today since I won't get out tomorrow and who knows about Thursday. So that is my big event today. Am I allowed to grumble about more snow??? :yell:
I better stop staring at the monitor and post this-- have a wonderful day!
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