GooOd mOrning! How are the O-zies doing today?
I am tired but that is nothing new whatsoever. It was so chilly and rainy yesterday and not a very nice start so far today. I think it is supposed to get sunny and warmer eventually. I hope so, the fam could use a bit of sun to cheer all of us up.
Cripes, just another bad day here again yesterday. It makes me so upset that I cannot *fix* things.
I made it through food shopping fine and made tandoori tikka for dinner. I made it with chicken for us and tofu for Caitlyn. I got the pre-made marinade from the FP and if they have it again, I will grab it. It was a tiny bit too spicy for me but the guys *loved* it.
I scrapped one LO for the Masters of Scrap Contest. I liked the way it came out- it was an AJ styled one. The Minimalist challenge- that is much harder for me. I hope that I can get something done on it today.
I called BFFs mom too, she kept saying how happy it made her to hear my voice. She sounded ok, coping as best as she can. She still isn't comfortable getting out of her apt (she lives in a retirement community), but says that she needs the time by herself now and will try soon.
This feels normal at this point, it has only been a few weeks. Is that right? BFF is on the cruise half of her vacation but I know that she was concerned about her mom not getting out before she left.
I need a bit of reassurance too. I am scrolling so fat through FB and liking BFF and BBFATS's vacation photos but damn it is making me sad. And I guess a bit resentful. Not really resentful-- but "Resentful Lite." For lack of a better description LOL
It is hard, I am here trying to help Gary and I come to grips with where we are right now with bad health and finances and no sign of that changing. I know that *everyone* has their demons, their difficult times. I get that. I dunno. Just one of those days...
Today, I am off to clean so I can put my headphones in and ignore life for a couple of hours. Gary hates that I clean feels that it hurts my body and health. He doesn't understand that I *need* to have an outlet, a time where I am not stressing over anything in my own house. It is a mental break for me. Not as fun as when I am with my flowers though. :wink:
xoxo!!
I am tired but that is nothing new whatsoever. It was so chilly and rainy yesterday and not a very nice start so far today. I think it is supposed to get sunny and warmer eventually. I hope so, the fam could use a bit of sun to cheer all of us up.
Cripes, just another bad day here again yesterday. It makes me so upset that I cannot *fix* things.
I made it through food shopping fine and made tandoori tikka for dinner. I made it with chicken for us and tofu for Caitlyn. I got the pre-made marinade from the FP and if they have it again, I will grab it. It was a tiny bit too spicy for me but the guys *loved* it.
I scrapped one LO for the Masters of Scrap Contest. I liked the way it came out- it was an AJ styled one. The Minimalist challenge- that is much harder for me. I hope that I can get something done on it today.
I called BFFs mom too, she kept saying how happy it made her to hear my voice. She sounded ok, coping as best as she can. She still isn't comfortable getting out of her apt (she lives in a retirement community), but says that she needs the time by herself now and will try soon.
This feels normal at this point, it has only been a few weeks. Is that right? BFF is on the cruise half of her vacation but I know that she was concerned about her mom not getting out before she left.
I need a bit of reassurance too. I am scrolling so fat through FB and liking BFF and BBFATS's vacation photos but damn it is making me sad. And I guess a bit resentful. Not really resentful-- but "Resentful Lite." For lack of a better description LOL
It is hard, I am here trying to help Gary and I come to grips with where we are right now with bad health and finances and no sign of that changing. I know that *everyone* has their demons, their difficult times. I get that. I dunno. Just one of those days...
Today, I am off to clean so I can put my headphones in and ignore life for a couple of hours. Gary hates that I clean feels that it hurts my body and health. He doesn't understand that I *need* to have an outlet, a time where I am not stressing over anything in my own house. It is a mental break for me. Not as fun as when I am with my flowers though. :wink:
xoxo!!
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