Good morning! I promise that I will not unload on you today like I did yesterday. Oh man, that was brutal. I was literally ( and yes, I mean that "literally") cycling between the feeling of wanting to rip heads off and wanting to cry and cry and cry. I was feeling pretty damn sorry for myself, eh?
well, I guess everyone deserves a day to do that on occasion. Wish I didn't have those days as often as I do but I guess as long as I pull myself together in the end, it will have to do.
My morning was pretty much crap. Although there were some good spots. I finally got the incentive, for lack of a better word, to make the appt for my Bone density Scan. I have osteopenia and it had been 8 years since my last scan so my Gyn wanted me to have another one. That was before Mammo Hell began. So I called to make the appt, really not wanting to have to drive back down the the hospital, but get this-- the Hospital has a brand spanking new radiology center IN MY TOWN!!!!! Right around the corner from me. In the same building where I have to get my blood drawn every week! And-- she got me in this morning at 9am, which I will do, then walk to the other side of the building to get blood drawn. Wham Bam!!
I told her that she made my day!
:bounce: it's the little things...
Gotta focus on that b/c I spent another 2 hours trying to find a place that in In-Freaking-Network for PICC supplies. 2 hours. The place I was given last time and spent all that time yesterday fighting with the website is contracted with Health Rep. of New York, and I am Health Rep Of New Jersey.*eye roll* But I live a mile away from NYS, can't we just pretend?
My Ins Co had no idea what I needed b/c she was giving me Supply Places that were for orthotics, prosthetics, respiratory supplies. I need saline flushes, sterile dressing changes and PICC Line caps. Its different! Gah!!!
But on the good side, I spent about a half hour outside, then walked with my friend. Made a yummy dinner of grilled veggie and hummus wraps. Got some good hugs from Cait and Gary and my puppy. Well, doggie kisses, not hugs.
I hope today is a good day for me to try and scrap, we have so many new guest designers here and they are all *amazing*!!
Temptation on Thursday:
I guess threatening to blow up my Ins Co HQ's would be a bad, baaaaad idea....:boom:
well, I guess everyone deserves a day to do that on occasion. Wish I didn't have those days as often as I do but I guess as long as I pull myself together in the end, it will have to do.
My morning was pretty much crap. Although there were some good spots. I finally got the incentive, for lack of a better word, to make the appt for my Bone density Scan. I have osteopenia and it had been 8 years since my last scan so my Gyn wanted me to have another one. That was before Mammo Hell began. So I called to make the appt, really not wanting to have to drive back down the the hospital, but get this-- the Hospital has a brand spanking new radiology center IN MY TOWN!!!!! Right around the corner from me. In the same building where I have to get my blood drawn every week! And-- she got me in this morning at 9am, which I will do, then walk to the other side of the building to get blood drawn. Wham Bam!!
I told her that she made my day!
:bounce: it's the little things...
Gotta focus on that b/c I spent another 2 hours trying to find a place that in In-Freaking-Network for PICC supplies. 2 hours. The place I was given last time and spent all that time yesterday fighting with the website is contracted with Health Rep. of New York, and I am Health Rep Of New Jersey.*eye roll* But I live a mile away from NYS, can't we just pretend?
My Ins Co had no idea what I needed b/c she was giving me Supply Places that were for orthotics, prosthetics, respiratory supplies. I need saline flushes, sterile dressing changes and PICC Line caps. Its different! Gah!!!
But on the good side, I spent about a half hour outside, then walked with my friend. Made a yummy dinner of grilled veggie and hummus wraps. Got some good hugs from Cait and Gary and my puppy. Well, doggie kisses, not hugs.
I hope today is a good day for me to try and scrap, we have so many new guest designers here and they are all *amazing*!!
Temptation on Thursday:
I guess threatening to blow up my Ins Co HQ's would be a bad, baaaaad idea....:boom: