GooooOd mOrning O-Fam!!!
Man oh man, did the weather change! The sun ended up coming out but I was about to blow away in the form of an icicle!! Same for today and we might get snow tonight and tomorrow. Ick!!!
I had a nice day with my mom, even if the majority of it was her
talking about the carpenter ants in her kitchen. My mom is freaked out like holy h*** by any sort of bug. When she saw about 30 big ants the other day she had to leave the house. They called in a pest control guy that said she must have a good sized nest in the walls, and that the weird weather is bringing them out early.She won't eat in the kitchen where they mostly show up. Won't cook in the kitchen. Is willing to cook in the microwave (it is closed, so the ants can't get in there when she is not looking hehe!) is there aren't any on the floor.
My dad being the buster that he is, made a joke about if one gets in his dinner, he will find another for company which practically sent my mom into a swoon. I had to laugh but at the same time it isn't funny at all to her. :sorry: Mom.
Had a successful albeit too expensive trip to the Christmas Tree Shops. They had a memory foam back support that I had to get for Scott. Found some cute journals for Cait. Some seeds/pots for Gary to start some herbs for the garden. Couldn't get stuff for everyone else and not Brendan, so I grabbed Start Wars Light Saber Ice Pops for him :becky:
Mom and I had a nice time at lunch too and I talked to her about how worried I am about her health and how I think a lot about what I would do when I lost her.
Is this normal? I see obits and compare her age to them. I worry b/c she is terrified of drs and would rather stick her head in the sand than have any sort of diagnostic test. She had never had a mammo until I had my first abnormal mammo and I told her that I needed to know if there was any sort of family history. (Ironically, that biopsy came back just as calcifications, her mammo was normal and I figured I was free and clear. Until my next mammo. Oh, Life just has a BLAST with me! ound: )
But when I broach that subject, she changes the topic. I told her that I have so much other stress that is out of my control that I wish I could have her help me put some of my worries about her out of my mind. She is making small changes and I can't force her to do otherwise. But I feel like I low-key obsess about her dying.
Now *I* have to change the subject or I will be crazy all day.
Counting down days and doses of IV! Two more doses this week, and only one more dose next week, and one more dressing change until I see LLMD. :whoo:
Working today, then Caitlyn has an appt with the RD. Making home made black bean burger for dinner so that will be prepped before I go to work. I am looking fwd to tomorrow when I have nothing planned
Have a great day!!!
xoxoxo
Man oh man, did the weather change! The sun ended up coming out but I was about to blow away in the form of an icicle!! Same for today and we might get snow tonight and tomorrow. Ick!!!
I had a nice day with my mom, even if the majority of it was her
talking about the carpenter ants in her kitchen. My mom is freaked out like holy h*** by any sort of bug. When she saw about 30 big ants the other day she had to leave the house. They called in a pest control guy that said she must have a good sized nest in the walls, and that the weird weather is bringing them out early.She won't eat in the kitchen where they mostly show up. Won't cook in the kitchen. Is willing to cook in the microwave (it is closed, so the ants can't get in there when she is not looking hehe!) is there aren't any on the floor.
My dad being the buster that he is, made a joke about if one gets in his dinner, he will find another for company which practically sent my mom into a swoon. I had to laugh but at the same time it isn't funny at all to her. :sorry: Mom.
Had a successful albeit too expensive trip to the Christmas Tree Shops. They had a memory foam back support that I had to get for Scott. Found some cute journals for Cait. Some seeds/pots for Gary to start some herbs for the garden. Couldn't get stuff for everyone else and not Brendan, so I grabbed Start Wars Light Saber Ice Pops for him :becky:
Mom and I had a nice time at lunch too and I talked to her about how worried I am about her health and how I think a lot about what I would do when I lost her.
Is this normal? I see obits and compare her age to them. I worry b/c she is terrified of drs and would rather stick her head in the sand than have any sort of diagnostic test. She had never had a mammo until I had my first abnormal mammo and I told her that I needed to know if there was any sort of family history. (Ironically, that biopsy came back just as calcifications, her mammo was normal and I figured I was free and clear. Until my next mammo. Oh, Life just has a BLAST with me! ound: )
But when I broach that subject, she changes the topic. I told her that I have so much other stress that is out of my control that I wish I could have her help me put some of my worries about her out of my mind. She is making small changes and I can't force her to do otherwise. But I feel like I low-key obsess about her dying.
Now *I* have to change the subject or I will be crazy all day.
Counting down days and doses of IV! Two more doses this week, and only one more dose next week, and one more dressing change until I see LLMD. :whoo:
Working today, then Caitlyn has an appt with the RD. Making home made black bean burger for dinner so that will be prepped before I go to work. I am looking fwd to tomorrow when I have nothing planned
Have a great day!!!
xoxoxo