hey Cheryl, it's Thursday, which means Carey is coming today!
How are you doing today?
Me- I am in total denial that we hit double digits in August. I'm also ignoring the shorter days, cooler nights, and everything else that is happening- weather-related or not.
I think it's time for me to accept that life is going to be emotionally chaotic for the next few years and stop worrying about it. Now-- who has advice on how to do that? This is really the time for a "Bueller???... Bueller????..."
Just in the last 24 hours, Scott and Sam put in an application for a rental and it looks like Cait and Tom will pull out of the contract on the house. Cait called a septic engineer yesterday and it would cost $2,000 *just* for the excavation of the system to get the precise estimate for the repair. It doesn't sound like they want to sink any more money into it. Unless the owners come back and say they will cover the cost of the repair, which sounds very unlikely, they can't afford/don't want the house. I'm really upset and sad for them while at the same time, I know it is the right decision. I know that something will come up for them in the next year, they still have time. But the rental app- that took me by surprise. When Scott and Sam headed out they both said they didn't have high expectations, but when they got back they started printing out the forms they needed and bank statements, etc. There are other applicants and I have no idea when they will find out if theirs was accepted.
My mom is really depressed and angry at -- everything, basically- again. Or still? No idea. Either way, I have been checking in every day and it's hard.
I am so glad that I am doing gratitudes every day here and am very grateful that you all for putting up with me.
Today, I am grateful for my dogs and how they (OK, usually it's only Whisky, but Jaida on occasion) will let me snuggle with them when I need a little extra love.
How are you doing today?
Me- I am in total denial that we hit double digits in August. I'm also ignoring the shorter days, cooler nights, and everything else that is happening- weather-related or not.
I think it's time for me to accept that life is going to be emotionally chaotic for the next few years and stop worrying about it. Now-- who has advice on how to do that? This is really the time for a "Bueller???... Bueller????..."
Just in the last 24 hours, Scott and Sam put in an application for a rental and it looks like Cait and Tom will pull out of the contract on the house. Cait called a septic engineer yesterday and it would cost $2,000 *just* for the excavation of the system to get the precise estimate for the repair. It doesn't sound like they want to sink any more money into it. Unless the owners come back and say they will cover the cost of the repair, which sounds very unlikely, they can't afford/don't want the house. I'm really upset and sad for them while at the same time, I know it is the right decision. I know that something will come up for them in the next year, they still have time. But the rental app- that took me by surprise. When Scott and Sam headed out they both said they didn't have high expectations, but when they got back they started printing out the forms they needed and bank statements, etc. There are other applicants and I have no idea when they will find out if theirs was accepted.
My mom is really depressed and angry at -- everything, basically- again. Or still? No idea. Either way, I have been checking in every day and it's hard.
I am so glad that I am doing gratitudes every day here and am very grateful that you all for putting up with me.
Today, I am grateful for my dogs and how they (OK, usually it's only Whisky, but Jaida on occasion) will let me snuggle with them when I need a little extra love.