My good nights sleep the night before seemed to have be a one shot deal. I woke up so many times last night and at 4am, could not get back to sleep at all. The weather is back to cold and rainy again and I am feeling "off" again.:twitch:
Jaida got a clean bill of health yesterday but I have to bring her back in 3 weeks for a second round of vaccines. Some new zoonotic disease spread by raccoons in the area is causing kidney and liver failure in dogs so it is being recommended along with Distemper. She'll need a booster for that and then her Lyme booster too.Poor sweetie! She was sooooo freaking excited when I took out her leash and Ray was all excited and ran out the door after us. J was really upset that we weren't at the dog park-- funny how you can read her eyes, so on the way home, I grabbed Ray and then let them run for a few minutes at the park.
When I got home my dad called and I spoke with him, then my mom, then my brother about his onc. appt. I am not sure what exactly went down, b/c I seemed to get three very different perspectives depending on who I spoke to. it was also hard for me to be 100% objective having been in his shoes and knowing what I decided was best for me. He has time to think it through, make his lists of positives/negatives and go from there.
BFFATS texted that she and our other friend were going for a walk at the Botanical Gardens, would I like to join? It was beautiful out so I did, which put me in a cranky mood. Friend #2 is going to Mexico for a week on Sunday and was complaining about it. She and BFFATS who is going to Mexico for a week in June were comparing notes. i would kill to go on a vacation - anywhere, at this point, but my day was spent discussing cancer Tx options with my dad. I am finding it harder and harder to relate, and I feel myself going into my shell and I don't like it.
Any advice? I know This too, shall pass, except I feel like I have been waiting a *really* long time for it to pass. (If I sprinkle Miralax allover myself, will that help? LOL)
Cait is aggravated with school, she has a lot of work that needs to get done, and because of PAARC standardized testing, the periods run crazy and she can't get into the computer lab at all, b/c that is where a lot of testing is done. She wanted me to bring her in late, so she could work on stuff at home first, but I am getting about 3 letters a week from the school re: absences (I just throw them out now shhhh) so how can I even consider it? She isn't happy with me about that either.
:noidea:
Lucky me, I get to go food shopping this mornign and no one has given me any ideas for dinners except Cait who wants Baked macaroni. One down, six to go. sheesh.
I better get another cup of coffee and get my mood a bit better before I head out into the world.
:cofbath:
Jaida got a clean bill of health yesterday but I have to bring her back in 3 weeks for a second round of vaccines. Some new zoonotic disease spread by raccoons in the area is causing kidney and liver failure in dogs so it is being recommended along with Distemper. She'll need a booster for that and then her Lyme booster too.Poor sweetie! She was sooooo freaking excited when I took out her leash and Ray was all excited and ran out the door after us. J was really upset that we weren't at the dog park-- funny how you can read her eyes, so on the way home, I grabbed Ray and then let them run for a few minutes at the park.
When I got home my dad called and I spoke with him, then my mom, then my brother about his onc. appt. I am not sure what exactly went down, b/c I seemed to get three very different perspectives depending on who I spoke to. it was also hard for me to be 100% objective having been in his shoes and knowing what I decided was best for me. He has time to think it through, make his lists of positives/negatives and go from there.
BFFATS texted that she and our other friend were going for a walk at the Botanical Gardens, would I like to join? It was beautiful out so I did, which put me in a cranky mood. Friend #2 is going to Mexico for a week on Sunday and was complaining about it. She and BFFATS who is going to Mexico for a week in June were comparing notes. i would kill to go on a vacation - anywhere, at this point, but my day was spent discussing cancer Tx options with my dad. I am finding it harder and harder to relate, and I feel myself going into my shell and I don't like it.
Any advice? I know This too, shall pass, except I feel like I have been waiting a *really* long time for it to pass. (If I sprinkle Miralax allover myself, will that help? LOL)
Cait is aggravated with school, she has a lot of work that needs to get done, and because of PAARC standardized testing, the periods run crazy and she can't get into the computer lab at all, b/c that is where a lot of testing is done. She wanted me to bring her in late, so she could work on stuff at home first, but I am getting about 3 letters a week from the school re: absences (I just throw them out now shhhh) so how can I even consider it? She isn't happy with me about that either.
:noidea:
Lucky me, I get to go food shopping this mornign and no one has given me any ideas for dinners except Cait who wants Baked macaroni. One down, six to go. sheesh.
I better get another cup of coffee and get my mood a bit better before I head out into the world.
:cofbath:
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Glad to see you're maintaining your sense of humor, though - and if you DO put Miralax all over yourself, I think that just HAS to have a photo!!
