Hi everyone!!!!
Please forgive me for being so partially-MIA these past couple of weeks. I have just been is crazy-head mode. I have been in a weird state-- highs and lows, bored and busy-- but overall, feeling very unproductive and very uncreative. I was looking forward to this week after last week- worked 4 days plus the dr's all day visit. This week I was only working 2 days plus today I am visiting with my mom. I feel like I have nothing to show for it. I mean, my yard is looking better, I have been trying to get stuff done, but I don't feel like I have gotten anywhere. I have scrapped a few pages but only for CT reasons and I am not very happy with them.
Do any of you get in these moods too? I know that Phyllis is hitting the no creativity bit- I think that if I didn't have CT duties I wouldn't be scrapping at all either.
*sighs* You poor ladies always seem to get me at my low point-- in the mornings, when I am tired and feeling drained/defenseless. hehe!
Need more:tea:????
So yeah, today I am going shopping with my mom- I need to get some new gardening tools. The ones I have are so old and the trowel broke when Gary was trying to dig out some irises. I would love to get a new pair of sandals, but then I always say-- where the heck am I going to wear them? Cleaning?? yeah....no.
I am also itching to get another tattoo. I have two tattoos on my right ankle- a butterfly/rune combo and a rose/tribal bit. I would love to have some vines and flowers connecting the two, running from my foot around my ankle. (I go through this every spring when I start seeing my tattoos again.) I wish Gary still tattooed...... I would never spend any money on one, (no money to spend on one-- which is the deal breaker ha!) and his inks have expired and his hands shake to much. Maybe someday before my skin is totally wrinkled and collagen deficient.
So that is the inner workings of the Faery Mind at 6 am when she has been awake since 4 am, feeling like she is losing her sanity.
I think that some of my minor obsessions and worries keep me from worrying about the bigger ones. I guess its a step in the right direction that I am aware.
Anyway, I am going to post this before I delete it all and then get angry at myself for wasting the last 20 minutes of my life writing this....
Temptation on Thursday:
Have a total Mid-Life Crisis, run away to some where warm, drink too many frosty drinks on the beach and get that tattoo.
Anyone want to join my in my insanity?
:madgrin:
Please forgive me for being so partially-MIA these past couple of weeks. I have just been is crazy-head mode. I have been in a weird state-- highs and lows, bored and busy-- but overall, feeling very unproductive and very uncreative. I was looking forward to this week after last week- worked 4 days plus the dr's all day visit. This week I was only working 2 days plus today I am visiting with my mom. I feel like I have nothing to show for it. I mean, my yard is looking better, I have been trying to get stuff done, but I don't feel like I have gotten anywhere. I have scrapped a few pages but only for CT reasons and I am not very happy with them.
Do any of you get in these moods too? I know that Phyllis is hitting the no creativity bit- I think that if I didn't have CT duties I wouldn't be scrapping at all either.
*sighs* You poor ladies always seem to get me at my low point-- in the mornings, when I am tired and feeling drained/defenseless. hehe!
Need more:tea:????
So yeah, today I am going shopping with my mom- I need to get some new gardening tools. The ones I have are so old and the trowel broke when Gary was trying to dig out some irises. I would love to get a new pair of sandals, but then I always say-- where the heck am I going to wear them? Cleaning?? yeah....no.
I am also itching to get another tattoo. I have two tattoos on my right ankle- a butterfly/rune combo and a rose/tribal bit. I would love to have some vines and flowers connecting the two, running from my foot around my ankle. (I go through this every spring when I start seeing my tattoos again.) I wish Gary still tattooed...... I would never spend any money on one, (no money to spend on one-- which is the deal breaker ha!) and his inks have expired and his hands shake to much. Maybe someday before my skin is totally wrinkled and collagen deficient.
So that is the inner workings of the Faery Mind at 6 am when she has been awake since 4 am, feeling like she is losing her sanity.
I think that some of my minor obsessions and worries keep me from worrying about the bigger ones. I guess its a step in the right direction that I am aware.
Anyway, I am going to post this before I delete it all and then get angry at myself for wasting the last 20 minutes of my life writing this....
Temptation on Thursday:
Have a total Mid-Life Crisis, run away to some where warm, drink too many frosty drinks on the beach and get that tattoo.
Anyone want to join my in my insanity?
:madgrin: