Good morning my sweetie-Os!
I am feeling a bit better than I was yesterday, thank goodness!. Yesterday was one of the worst "head days" I have had in a long time. It took everything to not put my head down and cry and cry. I did have a few moments when the tears would start. But I was successful in tamping them down. I am too good at that for my own good, but it is the only way to cope. That, and the way I put myself into Overdrive. OMG- it is totally compulsive. I cannot stop moving. Scrubbing, vacuuming, pulling weeds, mopping, climbing on counters. All of the things I am not supposed to be doing. It is as if I stop moving, all of the bad in my head will catch up to me, and that would be bad bad bad! I am paying for that physically today, but at least my head a going in the right direction. Now if I could just find some *balance!* ha!!!
Today, I have to be strong again- Cait is having more tough times. Her BFF is dropping out of school, tomorrow is her last day. She is going to get her GED while living at her father's house. Right now, she is within walking distance and in a bunch of Cait's classes. Caitlyn is miserable and this is making her hate school even more. She started asking about homeschooling to finish out this year and there is no way, but that doesn't stop her from asking over and over. *wry smile*
Nothing up for today except getting blood drawn and making some b-day cards. I have to make 3, my two nephews and Gary (May 3, 5 and 7)
Today is also the day I blow kisses to Heaven for my first nephew and godson, Jake. He passed in utero 18 years ago. I was talking with my BFF and how it feels like both just yesterday and forever ago.
QOTD Something a little lighthearted-- what movie or TV do you quote? Do you quote it on your own or as part of a group, like with your family at the dinner table or with friends?
Hands down- my family quotes Monty Python and the Holy Grail. We don't even have to be talking about the movie itself, but if a random word triggers a line- we all go for it. Someone could ask, What is your favorite color- and we all respond with "Blue, No- yellow- ahhhhhh!" That movie lends itself 100% to be quotable like that. I see a lot of references to it online as well.
I can't wait to hear your favorite quotes!