Happy...... Monday????? :help:
I am going to try really hard to put my happy face on, but it doesn't seem to be fitting right. Its only 6 am and I am struggling to keep my mind going to the Positive Mode. I got crummy news about both kids through Facebook this morning. Nothing horrible or even really worrisome, but stuff that I have to deal with and check in that they are ok. More Lyme Flaring for me and insomnia-- up at 4 am which is better than 2 am but doesn't help the exhaustion for sure.
Yesterday, I warned my family that I was close to having a breakdown-- when I flare I get so tired and overwhelmed that I become *extremely* emotional. As I started to cry, Gary said something to me, don't remember exactly what, which under normal situations would have been appropriate but not this time and it only made me feel worse. I have such a HARD time coping with not being able to do the things that I feel I should be able to do. (Phyllis-- I hear you all the way in NJ telling me I need to put myself first!!!! :rofl: )
So I have not too much to blabber on about today so I will sign off and send hugs to all of you!
xoxo
I am going to try really hard to put my happy face on, but it doesn't seem to be fitting right. Its only 6 am and I am struggling to keep my mind going to the Positive Mode. I got crummy news about both kids through Facebook this morning. Nothing horrible or even really worrisome, but stuff that I have to deal with and check in that they are ok. More Lyme Flaring for me and insomnia-- up at 4 am which is better than 2 am but doesn't help the exhaustion for sure.
Yesterday, I warned my family that I was close to having a breakdown-- when I flare I get so tired and overwhelmed that I become *extremely* emotional. As I started to cry, Gary said something to me, don't remember exactly what, which under normal situations would have been appropriate but not this time and it only made me feel worse. I have such a HARD time coping with not being able to do the things that I feel I should be able to do. (Phyllis-- I hear you all the way in NJ telling me I need to put myself first!!!! :rofl: )
So I have not too much to blabber on about today so I will sign off and send hugs to all of you!
xoxo