It looks like I scared everyone away again with my :rant: I should learn how to :tape: better.
I am better today so you can come out now!!! :behindsofa:
It was a rough one yesterday but I made it through. It is what it is. If I ever get another tattoo, that is what I should get. I wish Gary still tattooed. I wish Gary's hands didn't shake if he still tattooed (one of the main reasons he stopped, smart move!)
Bus stop runs went fine. Car got dropped off, and then off to Pharmacy. This is where I almost lost it. :boom:
Gary's co-pay for the malerone was $88. He has Medicare and the prescription plan that he has kind of sucks. So we decided to not take that one, since he has some of mine leftover. Maybe we can see if our LLMD will write a script for me and I will be able to get it cheaper. who knows? But man,it makes me angry that we live in a country where you have to do that in order to get "better." Which led to another frustration about how these diseases never go away, there is not cure for Lymies like us. Gary talked me down, which was good. I love him so much and I am so glad we get each other so well.
When we got home, I started cleaning. I couldn't help it, it is what I do when I am stressed. It is compulsive. But I pushed to hard and shook all afternoon and evening.
My mom comes up and sees that I am a mess and totally sees right through my "fake smile/brave face." I ask her if we can grab a slice of pizza for lunch. I haven't left the house except for medical stuff very often in the past 2 months. We pull into a parking space and There's My CAR in the space across from us!!!! I call Gary who talks me down again, because I am mad! The pizzeria is 1/2 mile from the shop, so they were probably taking it out to hear the noise and grabbed lunch on the way.
When we walked in, sure enough, there they were. I went up very nicely and asked are you from the shop? When they said yes, I pointed out the window and said That's my car.
I wanted them to know that I saw it, knew that they were having lunch and they had better not mess with me, I was in no mood. Yannow??
Sometimes, having a Jersey Attitude can be a good thing.
"Good" news on that area- is that its probably the steering wheel belt, but it is not affecting the steering in any way. So no charge except for the oil change.
Slow-ish day today. Leah and Brendan are coming over, and maybe my FIL. He has "pieces and parts" for Gary, and now Scott, to rip apart and put back together. As much as I hate having crap all over the basement, it gives Gary something creative to do, and Scott is getting really good at it as well. He is expressing an interest in maybe doing something with electronics for the future.
I really want to relax and scrap today.
If I start shaking again, I will have to do the electrolyte IV which means I am sort of stuck between the LR and my office area.
I hope that all of you have a wonderful weekend!
xoxo!
I am better today so you can come out now!!! :behindsofa:
It was a rough one yesterday but I made it through. It is what it is. If I ever get another tattoo, that is what I should get. I wish Gary still tattooed. I wish Gary's hands didn't shake if he still tattooed (one of the main reasons he stopped, smart move!)
Bus stop runs went fine. Car got dropped off, and then off to Pharmacy. This is where I almost lost it. :boom:
Gary's co-pay for the malerone was $88. He has Medicare and the prescription plan that he has kind of sucks. So we decided to not take that one, since he has some of mine leftover. Maybe we can see if our LLMD will write a script for me and I will be able to get it cheaper. who knows? But man,it makes me angry that we live in a country where you have to do that in order to get "better." Which led to another frustration about how these diseases never go away, there is not cure for Lymies like us. Gary talked me down, which was good. I love him so much and I am so glad we get each other so well.
When we got home, I started cleaning. I couldn't help it, it is what I do when I am stressed. It is compulsive. But I pushed to hard and shook all afternoon and evening.
My mom comes up and sees that I am a mess and totally sees right through my "fake smile/brave face." I ask her if we can grab a slice of pizza for lunch. I haven't left the house except for medical stuff very often in the past 2 months. We pull into a parking space and There's My CAR in the space across from us!!!! I call Gary who talks me down again, because I am mad! The pizzeria is 1/2 mile from the shop, so they were probably taking it out to hear the noise and grabbed lunch on the way.
When we walked in, sure enough, there they were. I went up very nicely and asked are you from the shop? When they said yes, I pointed out the window and said That's my car.
I wanted them to know that I saw it, knew that they were having lunch and they had better not mess with me, I was in no mood. Yannow??
Sometimes, having a Jersey Attitude can be a good thing.
"Good" news on that area- is that its probably the steering wheel belt, but it is not affecting the steering in any way. So no charge except for the oil change.
Slow-ish day today. Leah and Brendan are coming over, and maybe my FIL. He has "pieces and parts" for Gary, and now Scott, to rip apart and put back together. As much as I hate having crap all over the basement, it gives Gary something creative to do, and Scott is getting really good at it as well. He is expressing an interest in maybe doing something with electronics for the future.
I really want to relax and scrap today.
If I start shaking again, I will have to do the electrolyte IV which means I am sort of stuck between the LR and my office area.
I hope that all of you have a wonderful weekend!
xoxo!