Happy first weekend in June! And Houston, we have sunshine! Mostly sunny and 72* both days. We might get rain tomorrow afternoon, but I can deal with some sunshine. Yesterday was nice, and when I went to bed, I left the window open a crack, not realizing that it was dropping into the upper 40's. When I woke up I was freezing- it was 48*. brrr!!!
I had a hard time getting out of bed, between being cold and exhausted. I didn't have a very good day yesterday. I was a mess after I posted here. The whole thing with Caitlyn had me upset and then Ravyn was holding her neck stiffly. Last time that happened to her, I had to bring her to the vet for a cortisone shot and an Rx for anti-inflammatories. We had some Rimadyl left over after Jaida's surgery so I have her one of them which seemed to help. Then I remembered that Caitlyn's car needed to go in the shop and it just flipped me out. I cried for about 10 minutes, pulled my act together and moved on, but darn it is insanely exhausting.
Kohl's sucked. There was nothing that I needed and no good sales. I found a T-shirt that I was going to get for my brother's b-day next week but when I got up to the register, the codes that I had printed from the email weren't the right ones. And instead of trying to help, since I had the email right there on my phone, the cashier scolded me for not reading it. I told her I didn't want the t-shirt and walked out.
We went over to TJ MAXX next door since Cait called me in a panic that none of her shorts fit her anymore (another issue that puts my stomach in knots) and I found something nicer for my brother- a chicken drumstick griller and some cool BBQ sauce and 2 pairs of shorts for Cait. Whew!
After all of that, I was so tired. My mom was complaining about the new guardrail that is being put in on her street. That has been a year long ordeal with her- the town straightened out the curve on her road for safety and they are repaving/putting in trees and guardrails. the town "promised her one kind of guard rail and it isn't what they are installing which is making her aggravated. So I had to hear all about that- just like I am making you do, haha!!!
Then she has been obsessively looking at her property value on Zillow and it went down $1K while her neighbors went up $2K and she is convinced that it is b/c they picture of her house has the guard rail in it. :frusty: I try to listen without getting snarky- but there are times that I struggle. All of the shit that I deal with and she is flipping out over a guard rail. :gaah: But we are all good. She gets me.
Today is what we now call "FP" since I don't want my mom to know that I go to the Food Pantry. After that, I have to take it easy-ish. I need to get my head together and regain some semblance of balance. I try... and fail, and try again...
Thanks as always for listening to me, you have no idea how much it all helps.
have a wonderful and joy-filled day!
I had a hard time getting out of bed, between being cold and exhausted. I didn't have a very good day yesterday. I was a mess after I posted here. The whole thing with Caitlyn had me upset and then Ravyn was holding her neck stiffly. Last time that happened to her, I had to bring her to the vet for a cortisone shot and an Rx for anti-inflammatories. We had some Rimadyl left over after Jaida's surgery so I have her one of them which seemed to help. Then I remembered that Caitlyn's car needed to go in the shop and it just flipped me out. I cried for about 10 minutes, pulled my act together and moved on, but darn it is insanely exhausting.
Kohl's sucked. There was nothing that I needed and no good sales. I found a T-shirt that I was going to get for my brother's b-day next week but when I got up to the register, the codes that I had printed from the email weren't the right ones. And instead of trying to help, since I had the email right there on my phone, the cashier scolded me for not reading it. I told her I didn't want the t-shirt and walked out.
We went over to TJ MAXX next door since Cait called me in a panic that none of her shorts fit her anymore (another issue that puts my stomach in knots) and I found something nicer for my brother- a chicken drumstick griller and some cool BBQ sauce and 2 pairs of shorts for Cait. Whew!
After all of that, I was so tired. My mom was complaining about the new guardrail that is being put in on her street. That has been a year long ordeal with her- the town straightened out the curve on her road for safety and they are repaving/putting in trees and guardrails. the town "promised her one kind of guard rail and it isn't what they are installing which is making her aggravated. So I had to hear all about that- just like I am making you do, haha!!!
Then she has been obsessively looking at her property value on Zillow and it went down $1K while her neighbors went up $2K and she is convinced that it is b/c they picture of her house has the guard rail in it. :frusty: I try to listen without getting snarky- but there are times that I struggle. All of the shit that I deal with and she is flipping out over a guard rail. :gaah: But we are all good. She gets me.
Today is what we now call "FP" since I don't want my mom to know that I go to the Food Pantry. After that, I have to take it easy-ish. I need to get my head together and regain some semblance of balance. I try... and fail, and try again...
Thanks as always for listening to me, you have no idea how much it all helps.
have a wonderful and joy-filled day!