My head!! Has anyone seen my head???? My brain, in particular. It seems to be gone, or been reduced to mush. Not sure which.
Have you ever had a day where you basically walked in circles. Literally, in circles, looping around the house? Yeah, that's been me for the last several weeks. Gah, I hate it!! And I can't even blame Lyme Brain, since I have been feeling pretty ok physically.
I just *cannot* get a handle on life. :shrug: So I am pretty happy that it is Friday. No rest for the wicked, however. I have to take Gary to his Lyme dr appt this morning. Its not as bad as the kids trip, but it will take several hours. I really hope that she has more donated abx, b/c I can't seem to get out from under the credit cards. The only good news about the year coming to an end next month is that the Medicare donut hole resets in January. That will hold *some* of the Rx costs down for a few months until he hits it again.
Please send good thoughts to Gary too. I know he is so darn tired of feeling like crap. He said to me the other day that he doesn't know how much more he can take, better off dead, and such. I know he needs to vent, and I do "check in" with him various ways to see if it has crossed the line from venting to more than that.
It never ceases to amaze me how something so tiny (ticks) can wreak such devastation on the body. Not to mention the soul.....
The good Lyme news is that the kids both finished the first cycle of abx with no herx symptoms this past week. They are off abx for 3 weeks and on for 1 week. The replication cycle of lyme bacteria is 28 days so if there were any missed/hiding since they stopped abx, this week of abx will kill them, release the die-off and then the kids would feel a herx reaction. (that is my Big Bang Theory Level of Scientific Explanation. I can dumb it down some more if you want me too
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So yup-- good news that they didn't herx. 2 more months and if they have no herxes/symptoms, they will be doing great! wahooo for that!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yay for Fridays-- anyone have fun plans tonight? Anyone go see Breaking Dawn? Not me- no interest, my big Vampire Crush is Vampire Diaries that I can see for free on my comfy sofa hehehe.
Finsih It Friday:
I have to finsih the Hunt for the Faery Brain. I an going to leave a bread crumb trail in the form of the Dust Bunnies I need to collect from all corners of my house......
Have a great one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Have you ever had a day where you basically walked in circles. Literally, in circles, looping around the house? Yeah, that's been me for the last several weeks. Gah, I hate it!! And I can't even blame Lyme Brain, since I have been feeling pretty ok physically.
I just *cannot* get a handle on life. :shrug: So I am pretty happy that it is Friday. No rest for the wicked, however. I have to take Gary to his Lyme dr appt this morning. Its not as bad as the kids trip, but it will take several hours. I really hope that she has more donated abx, b/c I can't seem to get out from under the credit cards. The only good news about the year coming to an end next month is that the Medicare donut hole resets in January. That will hold *some* of the Rx costs down for a few months until he hits it again.
Please send good thoughts to Gary too. I know he is so darn tired of feeling like crap. He said to me the other day that he doesn't know how much more he can take, better off dead, and such. I know he needs to vent, and I do "check in" with him various ways to see if it has crossed the line from venting to more than that.
It never ceases to amaze me how something so tiny (ticks) can wreak such devastation on the body. Not to mention the soul.....
The good Lyme news is that the kids both finished the first cycle of abx with no herx symptoms this past week. They are off abx for 3 weeks and on for 1 week. The replication cycle of lyme bacteria is 28 days so if there were any missed/hiding since they stopped abx, this week of abx will kill them, release the die-off and then the kids would feel a herx reaction. (that is my Big Bang Theory Level of Scientific Explanation. I can dumb it down some more if you want me too


So yup-- good news that they didn't herx. 2 more months and if they have no herxes/symptoms, they will be doing great! wahooo for that!!!!!!!!!!!!
So yay for Fridays-- anyone have fun plans tonight? Anyone go see Breaking Dawn? Not me- no interest, my big Vampire Crush is Vampire Diaries that I can see for free on my comfy sofa hehehe.
Finsih It Friday:
I have to finsih the Hunt for the Faery Brain. I an going to leave a bread crumb trail in the form of the Dust Bunnies I need to collect from all corners of my house......
Have a great one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!