GooOd morning! How are you all today? I am feeling *extremely* lazy. More than usual lazy but it is Friday and a three-day weekend in the USA. :rofl: Weekends, holidays- bwuhahahahah!!!! Yup, I am feeling a bit on the edge of hysteria. Part of me feels numb to the sheer numbers of COVID cases. We are breaking records every darn day. (chants also a little bit maniacally *U-S-A! We're #!*). Part of me is very concerned. NJ has been doing well, opening up very cautiously. And wouldn't you know it, my town's cases are starting to rise. We had no cases at all for several weeks. None. Nada. Zip. Last week, we had 6 new cases. Yesterday- we had four in one day, including a 9-year-old. I honestly can not see how things are going to get back to whatever semi-normalness is possible. It is kinda terrifying which is why I am feeling a bit hysterical when I look at the numbers.
I know a lot of people are starting to visit with friends, eat outdoors (NJ's indoor is still closed which is very smart), go shopping. It makes my stomach clench when I think about this. I ask myself all of the time: Am I overreacting??? Then I think of Gary, my kids, my mom- my dad who is 81. Even though he is not as high risk as my mom-- he is still high risk. How do I justify any of this? :noidea: My library is opening next week. 25% capacity and for no longer than 30 minutes. I am scared to even do that. I will put books on hold and run in and out but overall, I am terrified! Maybe I am overreacting. I don't know anymore.
So enough of that for now. Go back to being numb, it is way easier, Faery hahaha!!!
Yesterday-- what did I do? I cleaned a bit, paid some bills. I weeded out another area of the side of the woods and I am 99.9% sure I got poison ivy. I showered and scrubbed as soon as I came in but that doesn't seem to do the trick. I need to get poison ivy soap.
I also go the new meds for Ray. The Dasaquin that she on is a lower dose than J so now I need to buy 2 bottles of that every few months. $$$$$ Ca-ching... The bright spot is the SM-MED dose is less than the LG dose... there is that...
We had a really long conversation after dinner with the three kids. Almost 2 hours. We covered gun control, criminal justice reform, COVID, contact tracing and privacy issues. Throw in some info on animals, video games, and some gossip on family members and we got it all. haha!
I spent an hour cleaning up my hard drives (not my "head drives" as I typo'd yesterday but that would be nice if I could do that too) and still have lots to go. I had kept kits from two designers that I CT's for her that had passed away and couldn't get rid of them. I decided to keep a few from each.
I still had so much more to go through.
I hope that I can convince Gary and Cait to watch Hamilton with me tonight. Cait is up for it, Gary said he would watch even though he isn't interested.
Looks like it is cloudy ATM, please let it stay crummy all day so I don't bail on everything and spend all of my time outside.
What fun things do you have on tap for the day? I hope you have a fantastic day!!
I know a lot of people are starting to visit with friends, eat outdoors (NJ's indoor is still closed which is very smart), go shopping. It makes my stomach clench when I think about this. I ask myself all of the time: Am I overreacting??? Then I think of Gary, my kids, my mom- my dad who is 81. Even though he is not as high risk as my mom-- he is still high risk. How do I justify any of this? :noidea: My library is opening next week. 25% capacity and for no longer than 30 minutes. I am scared to even do that. I will put books on hold and run in and out but overall, I am terrified! Maybe I am overreacting. I don't know anymore.
So enough of that for now. Go back to being numb, it is way easier, Faery hahaha!!!
Yesterday-- what did I do? I cleaned a bit, paid some bills. I weeded out another area of the side of the woods and I am 99.9% sure I got poison ivy. I showered and scrubbed as soon as I came in but that doesn't seem to do the trick. I need to get poison ivy soap.
I also go the new meds for Ray. The Dasaquin that she on is a lower dose than J so now I need to buy 2 bottles of that every few months. $$$$$ Ca-ching... The bright spot is the SM-MED dose is less than the LG dose... there is that...
We had a really long conversation after dinner with the three kids. Almost 2 hours. We covered gun control, criminal justice reform, COVID, contact tracing and privacy issues. Throw in some info on animals, video games, and some gossip on family members and we got it all. haha!
I spent an hour cleaning up my hard drives (not my "head drives" as I typo'd yesterday but that would be nice if I could do that too) and still have lots to go. I had kept kits from two designers that I CT's for her that had passed away and couldn't get rid of them. I decided to keep a few from each.
I still had so much more to go through.
I hope that I can convince Gary and Cait to watch Hamilton with me tonight. Cait is up for it, Gary said he would watch even though he isn't interested.
Looks like it is cloudy ATM, please let it stay crummy all day so I don't bail on everything and spend all of my time outside.
What fun things do you have on tap for the day? I hope you have a fantastic day!!