I had such a meltdown yesterday. Not an outward one, but an exhausted, cranky, messy internal one. I am so damn overwhelmed. I have to pull back and say what doesn't get done, doesn't get done. I tell that to my mom every year so you would think that I have internalized it by now. I need to take my own advice.
I baked that last batch of cookies and they got overdone and are crunchy instead of chewy. Kids said that they tasted great even before I scraped off the browned edges. hee hee!
I brought some cookies and homemade dog treats to the ladies at the FP. The one woman there who runs it is always so amazing to me and she came over and gave me a big hug. That is why I make myself crazy with baking. I want to be able to thank the people that are good to me.
I came home and finished the basket for my neighbor. Then wrapped a bit more and realized how truly little that I have for my family. It hurts that I can't get them the things that they want/need. We used to buy gifts just for the sake of being silly. Now it is all about what they need or what I can make. (It is the spirit and the thought that counts, Faery. Get that into your head. Again. Keep it there.)
ha!! I feel like I should search for threads by me over the last couple of years to see if I said the same thing. I bet you anything that I did.
By the time I was done wrapping and doing laundry, I could barely stand so we just had leftovers for dinner.
Whisky is lucky that she is so darn cute and snuggly because she had 2 more accidents yesterday and one so far today. I was a bad dog mom this morning since she peed literally as I was getting my coat on to take her out and I yelled at her.
I went and grabbed some links about house training older puppies and emailed them to my family. She has to be back in the crate and Gary is going to give me a hard time but it isn't fair to her if we are the ones being inconsistent.
In fact, I need to take her back outside now since she stopped whining. Back soon! xoxoxo
I baked that last batch of cookies and they got overdone and are crunchy instead of chewy. Kids said that they tasted great even before I scraped off the browned edges. hee hee!
I brought some cookies and homemade dog treats to the ladies at the FP. The one woman there who runs it is always so amazing to me and she came over and gave me a big hug. That is why I make myself crazy with baking. I want to be able to thank the people that are good to me.
I came home and finished the basket for my neighbor. Then wrapped a bit more and realized how truly little that I have for my family. It hurts that I can't get them the things that they want/need. We used to buy gifts just for the sake of being silly. Now it is all about what they need or what I can make. (It is the spirit and the thought that counts, Faery. Get that into your head. Again. Keep it there.)
ha!! I feel like I should search for threads by me over the last couple of years to see if I said the same thing. I bet you anything that I did.
By the time I was done wrapping and doing laundry, I could barely stand so we just had leftovers for dinner.
Whisky is lucky that she is so darn cute and snuggly because she had 2 more accidents yesterday and one so far today. I was a bad dog mom this morning since she peed literally as I was getting my coat on to take her out and I yelled at her.
I went and grabbed some links about house training older puppies and emailed them to my family. She has to be back in the crate and Gary is going to give me a hard time but it isn't fair to her if we are the ones being inconsistent.
In fact, I need to take her back outside now since she stopped whining. Back soon! xoxoxo