hey there, dear O-zies!
I am not sure what kind of day I am having. I slept better - 4.30! Staying in bed until almost 6. Physically, I am much better. Emotionally- that is up in the air ATM. W scared the you know what out of me just now. She was on my bed, then jumped down ad started whining and crying. I thought she was hurt but she was actually looking at Ray. Ray was all twisted up on her bed and seemed unable to move. Gary and I were petting her and straightened her out a bit and then she was able to go outside. But boy, she is weak and wobbly. We will be keeping a close eye on her this weekend. She is still "there" when we look at her, and doesn't seem to be in pain and those are the big factors to watch. Why W was whining like that, I don't know but she sensed something wasn't right. J and W have been sniffing her a lot lately so I wonder if the toxins are building up in her, causing her to smell different.
I hate this part. It could be today, it could be two weeks. And each time I see her and she looks like she isn't moving/breathing, it makes my heart drop.
I know that you all know this. Please let her go in her sleep peacefully. ray:
I got a few more things accomplished yesterday- pecan pie bars are done and ready to go into the freezer. Pinecone firestarters are bagged up and labeled.
We had a nice visit with my parents- and they gave us an early Xmas gift! They were able to find a patio heater! Gary put it together and I was able to order the cover/sand ballast from Amazon. This way when family comes up we can be outside and not freeze completely. That is one less thing to worry about for Christmas Day.
Today is more baking and cleaning and gift making. I really want to scrap a page- as I have been saying every day for weeks.
HAGD!!
I am not sure what kind of day I am having. I slept better - 4.30! Staying in bed until almost 6. Physically, I am much better. Emotionally- that is up in the air ATM. W scared the you know what out of me just now. She was on my bed, then jumped down ad started whining and crying. I thought she was hurt but she was actually looking at Ray. Ray was all twisted up on her bed and seemed unable to move. Gary and I were petting her and straightened her out a bit and then she was able to go outside. But boy, she is weak and wobbly. We will be keeping a close eye on her this weekend. She is still "there" when we look at her, and doesn't seem to be in pain and those are the big factors to watch. Why W was whining like that, I don't know but she sensed something wasn't right. J and W have been sniffing her a lot lately so I wonder if the toxins are building up in her, causing her to smell different.
I hate this part. It could be today, it could be two weeks. And each time I see her and she looks like she isn't moving/breathing, it makes my heart drop.
I know that you all know this. Please let her go in her sleep peacefully. ray:
I got a few more things accomplished yesterday- pecan pie bars are done and ready to go into the freezer. Pinecone firestarters are bagged up and labeled.
We had a nice visit with my parents- and they gave us an early Xmas gift! They were able to find a patio heater! Gary put it together and I was able to order the cover/sand ballast from Amazon. This way when family comes up we can be outside and not freeze completely. That is one less thing to worry about for Christmas Day.
Today is more baking and cleaning and gift making. I really want to scrap a page- as I have been saying every day for weeks.
HAGD!!