Happy weekend my lOves!!!
i am so happy that I was able to sleep a decent amount of time. Over 8 hours according to my FitBit and I had no idea that you get a message when you meet your sleep goal. First time since I got the darn thing LOL
of course I am still exhausted but that it nothing new at all. *wink*
yesterday was such a weird day. I mean, it was good- my mom and I had a successful shopping trip. My godson loves trucks, especially firetrucks and has lots of them. But I found a Tonka Recycling truck. It is blue, his favorite color, and comes from his tree hugging Aunt so it is perfect. he'll get that and his 5th year photo album of LO's I have done since he turned 4. Pretty soon, I am going to start to work on the 5th year album so I don't get caught shorthanded next year.
I spoke to my mom a bit more about my dad and we think that he is leaning toward doing his radiation Tx after the holidays. The drs said that he could wait, if he needed to, and he has annual steelhead fishing trips in Oct and Nov that god-forbid he misses. i think that as long at the drs agree to waiting that long, it makes the most sense for him.
Cait went to a rescinds house for a party last night and apparently she is having similar issues as Stan- most of her friends are LGBTQ, and they call her Straight Cait cuz she is on of the only straight people in the group. I guess last night all they talked about was being gay, and while she is 110% supportive, she is def. on the outside of that convo. it is leaving her very sad that she feels this way and is losing connections and friends and all that.
I emailed my BFF this morning, it is the day that she lost her first baby who died in utero at 7 months. My godson, Jake. same freaking blue sky every year as it was in 1997-the only year it didn't have the same weather was last year when it was cloudy and that felt so off. I guess with our girls graduating in June, driving, and then Scott turning 20- Jake would have been 19-- it makes me wonder what kind of man he would have been. He has been "Baby Jake To Be" in my head forever... but he wouldn't have been a baby had he lived. Does that make sense? I think I am rambling...
Life sure is not easy, for anyone is it?
But the sun is shining today and hopefully it won't be too cold. Yesterday was frigid! If I can un kink my back and neck and knees, and shoulders... (my toes are ok today, so there is *that* ) I might head out in the yard. I want to pull some of the lilies of the valley that are over taking part of the garden and move then to the side of the yard. Some of the snap peas need to be planted outside too ad soon as Gary strings up the "lattice" for them to climb. I have chopsticks in the planters ATM. but one of them is way too tall already.
other than that, it should be a quiet day.
Hugs love and all good things to you~~~~~~
i am so happy that I was able to sleep a decent amount of time. Over 8 hours according to my FitBit and I had no idea that you get a message when you meet your sleep goal. First time since I got the darn thing LOL
of course I am still exhausted but that it nothing new at all. *wink*
yesterday was such a weird day. I mean, it was good- my mom and I had a successful shopping trip. My godson loves trucks, especially firetrucks and has lots of them. But I found a Tonka Recycling truck. It is blue, his favorite color, and comes from his tree hugging Aunt so it is perfect. he'll get that and his 5th year photo album of LO's I have done since he turned 4. Pretty soon, I am going to start to work on the 5th year album so I don't get caught shorthanded next year.
I spoke to my mom a bit more about my dad and we think that he is leaning toward doing his radiation Tx after the holidays. The drs said that he could wait, if he needed to, and he has annual steelhead fishing trips in Oct and Nov that god-forbid he misses. i think that as long at the drs agree to waiting that long, it makes the most sense for him.
Cait went to a rescinds house for a party last night and apparently she is having similar issues as Stan- most of her friends are LGBTQ, and they call her Straight Cait cuz she is on of the only straight people in the group. I guess last night all they talked about was being gay, and while she is 110% supportive, she is def. on the outside of that convo. it is leaving her very sad that she feels this way and is losing connections and friends and all that.
I emailed my BFF this morning, it is the day that she lost her first baby who died in utero at 7 months. My godson, Jake. same freaking blue sky every year as it was in 1997-the only year it didn't have the same weather was last year when it was cloudy and that felt so off. I guess with our girls graduating in June, driving, and then Scott turning 20- Jake would have been 19-- it makes me wonder what kind of man he would have been. He has been "Baby Jake To Be" in my head forever... but he wouldn't have been a baby had he lived. Does that make sense? I think I am rambling...
Life sure is not easy, for anyone is it?
But the sun is shining today and hopefully it won't be too cold. Yesterday was frigid! If I can un kink my back and neck and knees, and shoulders... (my toes are ok today, so there is *that* ) I might head out in the yard. I want to pull some of the lilies of the valley that are over taking part of the garden and move then to the side of the yard. Some of the snap peas need to be planted outside too ad soon as Gary strings up the "lattice" for them to climb. I have chopsticks in the planters ATM. but one of them is way too tall already.
other than that, it should be a quiet day.
Hugs love and all good things to you~~~~~~