
Another night of crummy sleep, another day of a crummy mood. Blergh.....
I started the day with a long meditation yoga session, which was very helpful. For as long as it lasted

I did that, got my errands done, and then sat down to reply to my Sis-In-Law's email. I kept going back to it for almost 2 hours. Discussed some of my thoughts with Gary. Came up with no good resolutions. Round and round in circles....
The rest of the day was a mix of watching the butterfly come out of its chrysalis, a little bit of yard work, and then outlining a few more lessons for the Fall HS session.
Last night's awful sleep was highlighted by my dreams of doing a final walkthrough of my friend's house. Some of the things in the house were outlandish, such as paintings by our kids that I know they didn't create. Then I must have morphed into being awake and I was remembering all of the things we did there as the kids were growing up. Making reindeer food at their kitchen table every Christmas, my kids' height marks on the wall next to her kids' marks. Birthday parties, graduations, sleepovers... all of it. Running through my mind at 3 am.
Yeah, I am tired and sad and cranky and feeling the weight of the literal and figurative seasons changing (It felt like fall yesterday morning and that always makes me sad so it's not even like the weather is cooperating LOL!)
My mini-camp got canceled and Tom doesn't need Cait's car today. That means I am off to clean for my friend. Hopefully, I will remember my headphones this time.

Lots of hugs to you all!