Please send help, my head is spinning in so many directions. 
I have no idea what day it is or what I am supposed to be doing or...
*pulls self together*
Nothing other than the usual mental chaos. Yesterday was just one of those days where nothing went well. Nothing truly wrong, just chaotic.
Taxes-- booooooo
My mom's health- booooooooooo
More taxes- BOOOOOOOO
Still no word from the state- booooooooooooooooooooooooo
BFF and her DS (my nephew) having existential crises- booooooo
Me not being able to help- booooooooo
My parents not speaking to each other (again) - boooooo (I think? Maybe not a boo? I dunno anymore)
News around the world- boo sobs and more booooooo
Scott and Caitlyn saw I was frazzled yesterday and each asked if I had looked any further into therapy. There is no money for it. I guess if I had money, I would be less stressed so it doesn't make sense to spend money I don't have to learn how to destress some more.
(Money- boooooooooooooooo)
I wish I could go back to bed but I am off to pick up groceries and then I am cleaning for my friend. I feel bad, his older cat (the last one of the 4 that he moved here with) most likely has kidney disease. So happy that he has the little guy to keep him company too. I hope that he comes out to see me again. He popped out twice the last time I was there and then scurried off. I need a cat-friend.
Hope everyone has a fantastic day!


I have no idea what day it is or what I am supposed to be doing or...
*pulls self together*
Nothing other than the usual mental chaos. Yesterday was just one of those days where nothing went well. Nothing truly wrong, just chaotic.
Taxes-- booooooo
My mom's health- booooooooooo
More taxes- BOOOOOOOO
Still no word from the state- booooooooooooooooooooooooo
BFF and her DS (my nephew) having existential crises- booooooo
Me not being able to help- booooooooo
My parents not speaking to each other (again) - boooooo (I think? Maybe not a boo? I dunno anymore)
News around the world- boo sobs and more booooooo
Scott and Caitlyn saw I was frazzled yesterday and each asked if I had looked any further into therapy. There is no money for it. I guess if I had money, I would be less stressed so it doesn't make sense to spend money I don't have to learn how to destress some more.
(Money- boooooooooooooooo)
I wish I could go back to bed but I am off to pick up groceries and then I am cleaning for my friend. I feel bad, his older cat (the last one of the 4 that he moved here with) most likely has kidney disease. So happy that he has the little guy to keep him company too. I hope that he comes out to see me again. He popped out twice the last time I was there and then scurried off. I need a cat-friend.

Hope everyone has a fantastic day!