So those deep breaths that I took at the end of my post yesterday morning and the mantra of "I got this," yeah, that didn't last long. FIL sent an email to all of us about the cruise being officially booked but the dates were different than the ones we had talked about on Sunday. I knew that Cait and I were good for these dates but I didn't know about Scott. I knew he was traveling to Colorado but couldn't remember when. That started the snowball effect. Then Cait said that she is meeting up with Brendan again to talk about being "friends." OMG, they cannot get back together. They can't. I mean, they can and I will have to stay out of it. But ugh!!!!!
Then came all of the stuff that I need to do and I ended up with an actual panic attack like I couldn't breathe and thought I was dying for a second. I haven't had one of them in a long time and thankfully, I knew what was happening. Gary was there and hugged me which broke the cycle quickly.
I was able to get some stuff done which helped me to focus a bit more- kids are all done and wrapped. I am almost done with everyone else.
The shopping list and menu are 99% done. That will be all set this morning.
Today I am going to steam clean--but just the spots where the dogs threw up last week. That shouldn't be a big project at all. Then I need to regroup a bit and I should be good to go.
The sun is shining so at least there is that as well!
xoxoxo!
Then came all of the stuff that I need to do and I ended up with an actual panic attack like I couldn't breathe and thought I was dying for a second. I haven't had one of them in a long time and thankfully, I knew what was happening. Gary was there and hugged me which broke the cycle quickly.
I was able to get some stuff done which helped me to focus a bit more- kids are all done and wrapped. I am almost done with everyone else.
The shopping list and menu are 99% done. That will be all set this morning.
Today I am going to steam clean--but just the spots where the dogs threw up last week. That shouldn't be a big project at all. Then I need to regroup a bit and I should be good to go.
The sun is shining so at least there is that as well!
xoxoxo!