Happy(ish) Saturday. I am feeling extremely blah and 100% unmotivated. Yesterday was rough. And exhausting. This morning, also not so great. I was in that zone of not being asleep nor awake but sort of dreaming, YKWIM? Or I guess it is asleep if I am dreaming but it doesn't feel that way. I kept thinking that Tat was alive and I was checking in on her and she was getting better.
Gary drove me up to Shop Rite and while I was waiting got pick up the groceries, Caitlyn called him to say that she had died. It was really hard because I wanted to get home and hug her but I needed to wipe down the groceries/shower before I would feel comfortable to go up to her. We had a little ceremony in the yard which was a mix of funny and sad. Tat was the Trash Rat- she was obsessed with Caitlyn's garbage can and would drag out food wrappers every chance she had. There was a candy wrapper that had been stuck under a broken tree branch for weeks that I had been ignoring so it was a perfect item to leave on top of her box.
We had Scott and Leah's celebration dinner which was a good break from the rest of the day then watched the latest episode of What We Do in The Shadows, which was very funny.
Nothing happening today. It is rainy so no working outside. Not in the mood to do anything inside either.
I should clean here. Or not. heh.
Thank you all for thinking good thoughts! Caitlyn was very happy to know that you were. She loves you guys too!
xoxo
Gary drove me up to Shop Rite and while I was waiting got pick up the groceries, Caitlyn called him to say that she had died. It was really hard because I wanted to get home and hug her but I needed to wipe down the groceries/shower before I would feel comfortable to go up to her. We had a little ceremony in the yard which was a mix of funny and sad. Tat was the Trash Rat- she was obsessed with Caitlyn's garbage can and would drag out food wrappers every chance she had. There was a candy wrapper that had been stuck under a broken tree branch for weeks that I had been ignoring so it was a perfect item to leave on top of her box.

We had Scott and Leah's celebration dinner which was a good break from the rest of the day then watched the latest episode of What We Do in The Shadows, which was very funny.
Nothing happening today. It is rainy so no working outside. Not in the mood to do anything inside either.
I should clean here. Or not. heh.
Thank you all for thinking good thoughts! Caitlyn was very happy to know that you were. She loves you guys too!
xoxo