Journaling:

My sweet little Alex,
It is so rare to capture such a perfect, quiet moment
with you.. Peace and calm are so rare and hard to come by.
One of your issues related to your autism, if your body's lack of melatonin. For some unknown reason, your body does not produce enough melatonin to enable you to sleep like a regular kid.
My nights with you are often long and exhausting.
You are frequently awake by 2am, even after only
falling asleep at 10pm. To say you wear me out
is a vast understatement. We give you Melatonin
drops to help you sleep longer, but we still
only get 5hrs maximum most nights. I pray that one day your body may learn to need sleep as I do.
But until that day, I will continue my long nights, struggling to stay awake and praying you will sleep.
I love you my child.

CREDITS:

Paint The Moon
Charmes d'Anton Kit
Charmes d'Anton Add On
Stroke Of Midnight Colab w/ Jofia Devoe