ok - this is my third day without snuff, and I am really suffering.... but I guess the people in my surroundings is suffering more because I have been transformed to Jim Careys personality in the movie liar,liar. I CAN`T LIE !!!!! Before - when I used snuff - I could think that the person in front of me maybe not is so clever, or that he or she not says or do the smartest things, but I hid it soooo well (as a normal person do), but now I cant, it is just getting black in front of my eyes and in the next moment I hear myself saying A LOT of things - that I assuredly - think, but it is not necessary to say.... ...so this week I have put myself in a lot of trouble only because I have been (too) honest - shit ! I hope this personality is passing by very quick and that I in a couple of days could be transformed into someone nicer.... and people around me - I am so very sorry for the past days...

Flower from Serendipity - a collab between FeiFei Stuff and J Paul; availibe at www.oscraps.com

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