Lollipop Spring-Kaye Winiecki
Wrapped and Posted-kaye Winiecki

Journaling:
April 8th, 2005 Adam Levi was born. April 16th, 2005 I brought him to see his Great-Grandmother for the first time.She was not able to come and see him at the hospital, like she did when his
siblings were born. The cancer had prevented her from being in all the places she wanted to be. This is the only picture I have of her
with Adam. I really wish that she could have been here longer to see him grow up. The love that my Grandmother had in here heartfor all her grandchildren, was something that could never be measured. She adored them to pieces. To her the were Gods gift.The miracle of life. Adam is almost 3 now and I talk about her all the time to him. He recognizes her pictures and knows she loved him. I do get very angry at times, when I think of what her illness took from us. I dont think that it was fair that she was taken from us so soon.There was so much left for her to do, so much love to give. This little boy will never know what her voice sounded like. He wont know what her cabbage tastes like. Eating snacks out of washed sund
ae cups from McDonalds. He wont get to stay the night and have his backed scratched until he fell asleep. Most important he wont hear her tell him about Jesus. She loved the Lord with a passion I ha
ve never seen in anyone. I wish he could of seen that. Isnt it amazing how much love one person can put in your heart. My grandfather tried to fill the void in my heart and in my childrens heart, because he knows how much we miss her. When I go to their house to help him clean, most of the time Adam goes with me. He sits in her chair
and watches cartoons. Sometimes he falls asleep and I cover him in her blanket. I know she is sitting there with him, while he sleeps. In her chair rocking slowly, like she did when he was 8 days old. I kn
ow she loves to hear the children running around when I am there. I know that she loves that as soon as we get there, the kids raid the
refridgerator. She always wanted everyone to eat. I am sure she is smiling, because Adam is ornery. Oh how I wish she could see him grow into a great man. Just like my Dad,her son. I know she is
proud of all of us.I miss you and love you very much Mom-Mom.