***NEW RELEASE on sale this weekend***
ViVa Artistry : Love & Loss
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and Love & Loss Word Art
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there is also another pack on offer
Doorways
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in the photo, my dad, 1940's or evry early 1950.
He passed away in February this year, 90 years old. I'm so grateful for having had him for almost 60 of those years.....
journaling reads
so so very difficult to put my thoughts into words
how do you recount a remarkable life through the tears and the hurt of the loss? How do I avoid the need of talking about guilt, even though I do know I said it many times and you knew I was proud of you, I know you saw the way Sarita loved you and, like me, had you as her best role model How happy it makes me that she had her first tattoo with one of the most amazing phrases of yours and that we were with you physically so you could feel super proud how much I would love to have a time machine so I could go back in time and re live all those things, you noticing that Sarita wasn't crawling and getting down on the floor on fourths to teach her, your teaching her with a bowling plastic set and never ever being tired to pay attention to her even as a toddler with never ending energy..to go back to each and every one of the trips when we came to see you and enjoy and hug you more, much more than we already did and all this, not even speaking about the way you guide me and supported me even in the craziest of enterprises, and that I am sure I am only alive because of all that support and teaching of values, the way I lived my life at some points....I know you had an amazing life, and even in the most difficult times you were there for us, I know that 90 is a really high number of years I know you are in a better
place,. no pain, I know we will be reunited and I have to make an effort not to want to speed up this reunion I know this might be selfishbut oh how I want to have you on the other side of the phone
to talk me through your love for God, your determination to make us understand life and enjoy it I wish, today more than ever, you were here. physically, still. I am sure I would hurt a lot less.
TFL!!!!