Created with 52 Inspirations 2017 kits: "no 47 Grunge Papers" https://www.oscraps.com/shop/52-2017-no-47-Grunge-Papers-by-Laitha.html by Laitha, Into the Wood: Fairy Wings & Things Element Pack https://www.oscraps.com/shop/Into-the-Wood-Fairy-Wings-and-Things-Element-Pack.html by Joanne Brisebois and "Plan On It: 52 Week" http://www.oscraps.com/shop/Plan-On-It-52-Week-Savings-Challenge-Reverse.html by AFT Designs.

Prompt: Hesitation
The text says approximately this:
I canceled event which we was planned from the autumn. Besides I did it at last minute. I disappointed my sister, but also disappointed myself too. All these promises to live a different way, to act different, to live out loud... I dropped everything at the first convenient opportunity which I saw. At the first serious threat for the routine. Of course, I tried to cover my mistake by doing other favorite activities. But the taste of the disappointment remains for a long time.