Yeah, I am really late getting in here today. It has been a rough, emotional 24 hours.
It started yesterday when Caitlyn texted me that she found out some bad info about the rats they use in her Psych of Learning class. After the experiments are over, they are "sacrificed." No chance that they could be adopted, something to do with ethics laws (????!!!!) and federal funding of a public college.
She gets home very upset and doesn't know how she is going to successfully take the class/run the lab experiments knowing that they will be killed afterward. We looked online and she can drop the class w/o academic penalty but she will only get a 50% refund of tuition. She talks t me, Gary, Scott, my dad, Brendan and we all agree that she wouldn't be able to do it without getting emotional. After hours of debate, checking to make sure that she won't have conflicts with graduation requirements, she drops the class.
This morning, I went up to her room when I woke up to say good morning and I could see that Clover wasn't doing well. She wasn't interested in her walnut or cheerio. I let Scott know that she wasn't looking good and to maybe say goodbye to Clove before he left. When we went up, she was even worse. You could see that she was having a hard time breathing and her tail and ears were white and cold. Soon after, she snuggled up to Caitlyn and passed away while we were all there. Caitlyn is naturally devastated. I know you all have heard how much she adores those girls. I am heartbroken, for both Clover and for her.
I scrapped a page for a challenge a few weeks ago about grief and I guess it is time for me to post it.
It started yesterday when Caitlyn texted me that she found out some bad info about the rats they use in her Psych of Learning class. After the experiments are over, they are "sacrificed." No chance that they could be adopted, something to do with ethics laws (????!!!!) and federal funding of a public college.
She gets home very upset and doesn't know how she is going to successfully take the class/run the lab experiments knowing that they will be killed afterward. We looked online and she can drop the class w/o academic penalty but she will only get a 50% refund of tuition. She talks t me, Gary, Scott, my dad, Brendan and we all agree that she wouldn't be able to do it without getting emotional. After hours of debate, checking to make sure that she won't have conflicts with graduation requirements, she drops the class.
This morning, I went up to her room when I woke up to say good morning and I could see that Clover wasn't doing well. She wasn't interested in her walnut or cheerio. I let Scott know that she wasn't looking good and to maybe say goodbye to Clove before he left. When we went up, she was even worse. You could see that she was having a hard time breathing and her tail and ears were white and cold. Soon after, she snuggled up to Caitlyn and passed away while we were all there. Caitlyn is naturally devastated. I know you all have heard how much she adores those girls. I am heartbroken, for both Clover and for her.
I scrapped a page for a challenge a few weeks ago about grief and I guess it is time for me to post it.