T...G...I...F..................
As I always say, feel free to skip over my mutterings and grumblings. No one in my house had a good day yesterday.
Our internet held up ok, so at least we had that.
I don't even know what I did. I plastic-ed one window but wasn't able to fix Cait's since she had a busy school day. I started to scrap a page of Cordelia and I love seeing her cute little face. I will be able to finish that up and post it today.
The worst part of my day came at the very end. The vet called with Ray's blood results. It is not good. She has end-stage kidney failure. So her loss of kidney function is causing her to also be anemic and have elevated phosphate levels in her blood. We could get sterile urine tests and an ultrasound to see what the kidneys look like. We could admit her to the vet hospital for 48-72 hours of IV fluids and if that helps, do the same at home. Or recognize that she has had a long, happy life and just spoil and love her until she is ready to go.
(yeah, I am crying again)
I hate this part, I know we all do. I knew that the blood work would come back with something, you don't lose that much muscle and weight for no reason and I also knew it was just more than arthritis. I just don't want her to suffer or be scared or in pain. I am trying to think back to when Floyd declined earlier this year, how fast he went. This year sucks.
I have no idea what I am going to do today.
If anyone has a minute to send good thoughts to Ravyn, that would help me a lot.
As I always say, feel free to skip over my mutterings and grumblings. No one in my house had a good day yesterday.
Our internet held up ok, so at least we had that.
I don't even know what I did. I plastic-ed one window but wasn't able to fix Cait's since she had a busy school day. I started to scrap a page of Cordelia and I love seeing her cute little face. I will be able to finish that up and post it today.
The worst part of my day came at the very end. The vet called with Ray's blood results. It is not good. She has end-stage kidney failure. So her loss of kidney function is causing her to also be anemic and have elevated phosphate levels in her blood. We could get sterile urine tests and an ultrasound to see what the kidneys look like. We could admit her to the vet hospital for 48-72 hours of IV fluids and if that helps, do the same at home. Or recognize that she has had a long, happy life and just spoil and love her until she is ready to go.
(yeah, I am crying again)
I hate this part, I know we all do. I knew that the blood work would come back with something, you don't lose that much muscle and weight for no reason and I also knew it was just more than arthritis. I just don't want her to suffer or be scared or in pain. I am trying to think back to when Floyd declined earlier this year, how fast he went. This year sucks.
I have no idea what I am going to do today.
If anyone has a minute to send good thoughts to Ravyn, that would help me a lot.