Hey hey!!! TGIF my O-Fam!! How is everyone today? I am glad that I made it through this week, especially yesterday. Long day (of course!) and it turned out to be more emotionally odd than I expected. Wed I was absolutely fine with going back to the Cancer Center. Gary asked if I needed him to go with me, and I said nope, it was all good. Then when I got up, I started to dread that I had to go there and walk under the Cancer Center sign again. The little hiatus I had the last couple of weeks was so nice. But its all good now, I am discharged from the Radiation dr and I made my appt with the next dude for June 9.
Tomorrow is Relay for Life and I am getting a bit nervous, as I keep saying how I am struggling with the term, "Survivor." Cait asked me why it bothered me so much and the only substantial thing I can think if is that I didn't do anything special. It is what it is, and I did what I had to do. It seems like the people who struggled and died-- Are they then "losers?" Cait replied to me that yes, I did what I had to do but not everyone does. And sometimes life just sucks for people who don't deserve it. My friend who wanted me on her team keeps telling me how proud of me she is so if I don't get out there and do the Survivor Lap, I think she will hit me over the head with a chair. Hahahahaha!! Who knows, maybe everyone else is 100% right and it will be a good and positive experience and that I had nothing to worry about
Today I have to go food shopping and then get some scrapping done. I have another coupon for a Shutterfly book so I thought it would be a great idea for me to make a book for my parents 50th wedding anniversary next month. Except I have no pictures of them together. Well, a few.... not enough to make a proper book. Why di I do these things to myself? :?
Finish it Friday....
as I always seems to say-- too much to even think about!
Love and hugs!!!
Tomorrow is Relay for Life and I am getting a bit nervous, as I keep saying how I am struggling with the term, "Survivor." Cait asked me why it bothered me so much and the only substantial thing I can think if is that I didn't do anything special. It is what it is, and I did what I had to do. It seems like the people who struggled and died-- Are they then "losers?" Cait replied to me that yes, I did what I had to do but not everyone does. And sometimes life just sucks for people who don't deserve it. My friend who wanted me on her team keeps telling me how proud of me she is so if I don't get out there and do the Survivor Lap, I think she will hit me over the head with a chair. Hahahahaha!! Who knows, maybe everyone else is 100% right and it will be a good and positive experience and that I had nothing to worry about
Today I have to go food shopping and then get some scrapping done. I have another coupon for a Shutterfly book so I thought it would be a great idea for me to make a book for my parents 50th wedding anniversary next month. Except I have no pictures of them together. Well, a few.... not enough to make a proper book. Why di I do these things to myself? :?
Finish it Friday....
as I always seems to say-- too much to even think about!
Love and hugs!!!