sigh... yes, i know... i'm sure you're all so bored with my whining about the struggles with a strong-willed 3-yr-old. hahaha. but... what can i say. hahaha. this is my therapy. LOL.
JOURNALING:
i keep wondering if its something inside of me and not you. i dont understand why you and i cant communicate any better than we do. i cry a lot about it and i wonder how much deeper into myself i will have to go to find the strength and the wisdom to continue this battle. you really have me second-guessing myself way more than im comfortable with. the struggles with you seem to increase the more i try to work through them. at times i have found myself to the point of near loss of control... something i am not used to. but so often i am reminded that you have as much "fun and light-heartedness" about you as you do fight and attitude. thank goodness you show one side as often as the other. almost as if it were meant to remind me that the current power-struggle *will* come to an end and soon well be playing ball in the hallway without a care in the world... laughing and singing and hugging. i wont give up on you, little girl. and i will love you through this stage... as well as any others that await me on the other side of each year.
LAYOUT CREDITS:
TAYLORMADE DESIGNS:
Mere Modesty kit
Unscripted No. 3 (freebie
for part 2 of spotlight challenge)
**all available at oscraps!
