Anna Aspnes
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Quote by Meredith Winn-http://meredithwinn.wordpress.com/
I found this beautiful blog post by Meredith Winn and it stopped me in my tracks. Her words were exactly what I was thinking and feeling, she has walked the road I am on. I emailed her and asked her permission to use those beautiful words on my layout and she gave it. If you have a chance visit her blog and be swept away not only by her beautiful writing but lovely photos too!
When you lose your memory and forget your self, are you still who you are? The people around you keep you who you are. You will be momma even now as you have slipped (somewhat) out of that role. you will be momma because I will make you so. Because I still need you to be so.

my journaling:
My sweet Momma. I love her so . She has good days and bad days, and thankfully right now they are mostly good. But I see that lost look in her eyes now & then. It makes me just want to crawl up on her lap and beg her to come back. I am not ready for her to go, I dont think I ever will be, I push thoughts of those days out of my mind and my heart, not yet ready to think about that. I uncontrollably revert to feeling like a little girl when I am with her, her little girl, she is my mother and I still want her to be my Mother, my best friend. Why is it that we never seem to really grow up until our parents are gone? That our hearts always need them so?