For the biografitti designer spotlight challenge.
Everything is from Biografitti's Note to self add-on.
Journaling is in Swedish, here's my best translation:
If I had known how much I love you. If I had known that you'd be the most beautiful little Oskar in the world. If I had just gotten that my kids are the prettiest little people I know. If I had understood that you'd be just as cute as your siblings. Then I wouldn't have cried so much after seeing you at the ultra sonic, realizing that you were going to be born with a cleft lip. Then I would have dared looking forward to seeing you all fresh and new. Then I would have bought pretty little clothing for you. If only I had known how happy I was going to be seeing you for the first time.
Darling, sweetest Oskar!