I am well aware that the Holidays not only bring joy and happiness, but also there is a kind of sadness, stress, feelings of loneliness, depression and even
desperation...being as sensitive as I am,
I can feel both feelings on the air, the joy $& the sadness, the light & the dark.
So, today I am most surfing on the wave of the sadness and darkness...feeling a little hopeless and depress ( I wonder if it has something to do with the fight I had yesterday with my not SO DEAR hubby
as for today
...but I feel I want just to crawl to bed, close my eyes and let the day go by me while I am hiding...what a childish thing to do! and then I think to myself, HEY YOU- you are a grandma already, is it not about time to be a grown up? but it doesnt help much...so I just hold on by scrapping...yes, scrapping is my Therapy in moments like these, the very thing that keeps me from being under the covers at this very moment...
So, I am thankful to my scrapping addiction and Oscraps challenges for bringing some light in the darkness that sometimes surrounds me and the sadness that cripples my heart and paralyzed my soul...
CREDITS:
Heart WA, & stamp by Feistuff from the collab kit Small talk
Glasses by Nina from Read & relax
Date stamp by TaylorMade + Feistuff In retrospect
Blue WA by TaylorMade Unscripted- Not so good
Everything else by Kitty Designs from the Indigo winter kit