I made everything on this double layout.
journaling is very long:
Girls Show used to RULE my life!
I couldnt wait to grow up and get to P.V. to be in Girls Show. My mom would take us every year to see our baby sitter in it. I wanted to be in Marching. Then, when I was in 6th grade, Girls Show was cancelled. Even though I was 2 years away from high school I was devastated.
Sometime during my sophomore year I heard rumors that Girls Show might return. Sure enough, junior year it was back. It was only one night and there were fewer events, but it was back. Since Marching was one event that was cut, there didnt seem to be a place for me, so I signed up for White Posters and waited and waited and waited and NOBODY CONTACTED ME!
One day, my friend Denises older sister Debbie asked if I could help her with (gasp!) GREEN posters. Do I dare walk on the dark side? My mother would have a fit! But my desire to be IN Girls Show was stronger than what color I was, so I said YES. As I predicted, my mother had a cow! But were WHITES! I was a White, your aunt was a White, your cousins were Whites, and you have to be a White. But I didnt care because I didnt want to miss out. I worked hard with Debbie that year and waited anxiously for the night of Girls Show. After all the work, the blood, sweat and tears, the flag was WHITE for posters. I cried and cried and blamed my mother because I felt she wished it on me for being a traitor.
My senior year rolled around and I didnt think I would bother with Girls Show. I was too busy in Drama. Then one day during play practice, I was called to go to the Girls Show office. I got there and saw the Green and White Chief sitting with the advisor. The advisor told me that both Chiefs wanted me for the head of Posters. I was shocked! Are you kidding me? She then, in a very nasty tone, told me since I was Green last year I had to be Green this year. I answered her back with even a nastier tone and asked to see the Girls Show hand book! Since there wasnt any, I was going to be WHITE! I knew that would make my mother happy.