I had a very hard time reading your journaling but I get the gist of it and it sounds so sad. I hope things change around for you. What a heartfelt page to make. I hope putting it in writing helps ease your pain. Hugs to you.

Oh Anne Marie, your words make my heart hurt for you and your daughter, too. Your journaling is so heartfelt and leaving the center box empty made me think of the empty spot in your life and heart and the hope that it will someday be filled again. Your page is so striking and your daughter so beautiful, I can see how her children resemble her. I like the stark feel to it all, you put the important parts in with no fluff. Wishing so hard for you that your thoughts and prayers come true and sending hugs, my friend. I hope creating this page helps ease your pain a bit.
Now I read you intentionally blurred the center part, but I still like how it looks that way.

I am so sorry that this had to be such a painful subject for you but I love that you put it down anyway! I hope and pray that things will improve for you, life is too short to be so apart from each other

This gorgeous layout totally breaks my heart because it so closely mirrors my life. There are no words for the pain.

Oh Ann-Marie,
I am so sorry you're having to deal with this missing relationship. You created a beautiful piece that is heartbreaking and yet ends in hope that one day, maybe.