I told my husband this morning that grief is confusing- it's like a poop-throwing monkey... It's ok not to know how to feel, or to feel multiple things at once.
You got that right, girl!!! I just listened to a podcast called "Grief is a Sneaky Bitch" - pardon my French, but that's the name and it's so true. It supposedly comes in stages, but it really just comes in cycles and keeps coming and coming - you don't even get out of one cycle until another one starts. Your page is - let me find the words - unique, uniquely you, clever, if you will - OK, I'm out of adjectives and I've hardly begun.
Cheryl says it all. But I will say it too. I love your page! I love the tongue in cheek take on grief. Your layouts is bright and fun, yet it shows the struggle and the heartache. I love that you have shared this with us. If I had a snapshot of my mind when my dad passed, this is how it would look. You've done a wonderful job expressing how crazy grief is.